An incident that really freaked me out!
My sis n I was helping each other with the chores in the kitchen. She was busy baking her lasagne and me, was just helping her stirring her bolognese sauce when i heard a loud thud behind me.... I turned and saw Mum lying motionlessly on the floor!
"Mama!! kenape ni?!"
My eyes started collecting tears. I hold back. Mum shut her eyes tightly. She was in pain. She did not uttered any words. We kept asking her if she's ok. She didn't reply. But what reliefs me so much is that her fingers are still moving. Only God noes how much relieved am i after seeing her signalling to me... Alhamdulillah...
We put a lil bit of axe oil to relief her giddiness. Still shutting her eyes. We carried her up and let her sit on the chair. Gave her a glass of water to drink with some prayers on it(wateva i can remember of..). Her heart was pumping fast. She then opened her eyes.
"Ma... mama ok tak? Mcm mane boleh jatoh?"
and she replied;
"Kenape gelap ni!! Asal gelap! Mama tak nmpk!"
(ok... i'm crying right now...)
I started to burst into tear when i heard that. My sis and I was so panicked! We didn't know what to do. Mum was crying asking why she can't see anything when her eyes were wide opened. I was right infront of her face but her eyes keep on rolling left to right...She can't see me!
Ya Allah.. hati aku hancur seeing my mum's condition. Furthermore, i couldn't do anything for her. All i did was asking her to Istighfar... I whispered some prayers to her ears. She calmed down soon after that. I put a drop of eye drops into both he eyes. Mins later, her vision came back but a lil bit blur... We were extremed relieved upon hearing that.
Syukur Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, kau telah selamatkan ibu ku...
We brought her to her room and asked her to rest.
Mum is too stressed up. She has got almost 30 pieces of clothes to sew. Furthermore, Hari Raya is coming in 7days. She only had 4hrs of sleep everyday since day 1 of Ramadhan and have not been eating regularly lately. And migrane is a routine for her. Haiz.. Mum is so stubborn. We've told her many times to rest well but she simply ignored our advices. All she cares is, her customers.
Now that i know her vision is getting from bad to worst, i promised myself to drag her to SGH Eye Ctr few days after Raya. I'll make sure she have her eyes checked before it's too late. You know how much i love Mum.... I can't bare loosing someone who meant the world to me.
Eventhough i know one day she will.....
iloveyoumama; sWeetieSins
