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Sunday, May 3, 2009

*Time check* It's 2.10 early morning now.
*surround check* hmm... It's raining cats and dogs.I hardly sees the traffic lights which is just 50meters away from my desk.Strong wind makes the tress sway left & right.
Ouch! I heard the thunder roar.
How nice if i could be under my duvet with the a/c on and someone hugging me from the back! awww....
WAKE UP!
I'm at work now! back on night shift for another 3more days.Since it's weekend, there's nothing much to do. Done my audit.Done my print-outs.Done my......GOSH! It's not done yet! my monthly market list and charges... Nah!!

I'm taking a chill pill now. Ain't got the mood to do my stuffs today. Am feeling exhausted.Bodies are aching everywhere which i don't know why.I've not been active for the pass few days.last activity was the TreeTopWalk with baby and that was last Weds...maybe,lack of sleep.
My eyes, back to square one.PANDA EYES.

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It has been a week since my pay day and i'm left with nothing now! Gosh! How am i gonna survive till the next pay?
Never been this tight before.Never dump my shopping before.Never go Zero in my ATM before.
STRESS.STRESS.STRESS.

i NEED $$$.$$$.$$$.

Should i start that tiny-miny business i had in my mind to earn extra cash?? Since baby will never let me out to do some part time job, why not? But, how far can i go? Or should i continue begging him with that pathetic face so that he'll let me work.haha...dream on girl.
I bet his answer will be, "Let me do that part time job and i'll hand all the cash to you."

I know he wants to be as much responsible as possible.I know he wants he himself to carry that burden for me.I know he wants the very best for me.I know he wants me to know that he LOVES me.I knew that baby.Thank you so much for showing that you care but too bad
the answer is NO! Absolutely NO! It isn't fair for you. You're not my slave baby. You're my FIANCE.
I wanna be independent.I will find a way to earn extra cash.The LEGAL way ok! I don't wanna depend on you always. OR else i'll be spoilt! Our marriage life will face difficulties if you pamper me too much.
UNDERSTAND LOVE!
*cayang kamu*


Ok! Time for a Dilmah Tea... and WORK?? maybe.. haha... or SLEEP!!


ps:baby just phoned me.he's coughing! down with sore-throat :(
Gotta meet him after work...


$$$$$$$$$$$minded;
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