elements of my life

2010-04-10T01:44:00.002+08:00

Gosh! I'm gonna face a new challenge next wednesday onwards. Out of Suntec and welcome to High St! Can i make it?
YES! I can and I will! Please tell myself to think positively. I will learn something new.. yeah! But deep inside my heart, i'm feeling scared. Scared of working with big bosses. *deep breathe*

psst! am updating my wedding guest list.. *winkx*

bubblybumblebee;
sWeetieSins

2010-04-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

Almost a month and yet i ran out of idea on what to tell you people.
Lots and lots of stuff i missed out.
Well... wait till my brains get its screws fixed then i might have many ideas.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

boredom&brainless;
sWeetieSins

2010-02-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

As of Sunday, 21st Feb '10....

I'm left with 3 more days to my last day of service with FEO!

yeeeehhhaaaa....!

I'm so excited to leave.. haha... weird uh?!

And i'm so anxious to start the 1st chapter of my new career! :)

Today, is Sunday, will be meeting my F&N(s) at East Coast at 3pm for picnic!

Will do some healthy activities that will sweats us out!

I really miss those crazy bitches of mine! Hearts them lots!

SeeYouSoonLadies,
sWeetieSins

2010-02-15T03:57:00.002+08:00

I know... I know...

I neglected you again and again and again....

Hectic and tons of work loads before my last day...

And oh! i forgot to tell you that i've tendered! Yipppeee!! After much consideration, i finally made up my fickle minded mind. :) Of coz lah, with the support from my parents, fiance, cuzzinz and friends... I love you guys! Thanks for the support and motivations! Muackzie! So, my last day with FEO will be this 28th Feb '10. But after off-setting my PH and some other claims, i will be leaving a week earlier i guess.

I still can remember how my boss and other cliques expressions when i tendered on 1st Feb '10... Some dun believe what they heard. My boss tot it was an invitation card to my wedding. Her eyes were red and i knw she wanted to cry... See! Nvr take gd care of me rite! Now you lose me! Bluek! I bet you! No one's gonna give and take all the task that i've been handling alone so far... And no one can handle it PERFECTLY! hmph! *insert muke aksen* I'm not boasting myself but this is the fact! I closed one eye. No! In fact i closed both eyes and did all the task given to me even though i know it is not part of my job scope. In the end, what did i get?? :)

The rest of my cliques will have to suffer when i leave. Poor them. They are so so nice to me since i joined. I felt so sorry for them to let them suffer. After all, it's not their fault though. Some in-house guest got to knew this news too. I dunno whose itchy backside mouth who told them that i'm leaving. I was questioned by them. Why? What happened? I'm glad that they cares about me. It touches me when they said, they gonna miss me and my smile. They hugged me and told me to take care and not to forget them. awww... how sweet. I didnt know that they cares about me so much. :'( So nice of them.

Another reason why i'm leaving this company is because of the working hours. I wanna turn my steering to office hours with Sat & Sun off. I've been neglecting my family, fiance and friends since i worked rotating shifts. I really have got no perfect time with these people i loved most. I was always left out when there's a family gathering or weddings. My friends had to cater special attention to me when they wanna organize some meet ups and had to postpone whenever i cant make it. It's a total unfair to them... I felt bad sometimes but i am glad that they do understand.
God answered my prayers and i got this job. With good pay and position. And i promised i will work hard and put in effort as much as how i did in FEO.
I'm hard working u knw! * kening naik2* :)

Well, wish me luck ya ppl! I will start my new job on 1st March '10.... Am praying here hoping that everything's gonna be fine with new environment, new people and new job scope.

sleepyhead;
SweetieSins

2010-01-26T03:10:00.005+08:00

23rd January 2010

Family Day @ Bishan Fire Station

Fiance keeps on pestering me to come along with him on his Family Day. I was somehow reluctant to go cause i don't really know his friends. Furthermore, all guys. Paiseh lah... But since, he accompanied me to my colleague's birthday party that day, i chose to return a favour for him. I tagged along.
That was the second time i entered BFS premises. The 1st time was 2yrs ago when i was forced by his fire-fighters to buy a birthday cake on his birthday... :)

The event was held in the hall. Well, we missed some performance cause we were like 2hrs late.. hehe... I was feeling so so awkward. Before we reached there, Fiance was already given a warning not to leave me alone or else i won't follow him to his station anymore. haha... And yes, he was so obedient.. hahahkz *winkx* (sayang kamu)
Though i was feeling a lil awkward, i tried my best to smile to the girlfriends/wifey(s) of his fire-fighters. Nanti org ckp aku ni sombong lah pulak... Fiance tucked his stomach with some foods served there and i had only fruits...And oh, i met Ayu, Mek's wifey. She was already 4mths pregnant! And i was the last one to know i guess...Was so terkejot cum excited... Congrats sweetie.

While munching, we were sabo-ed by one of his encik to go up on stage to play a game call Mummy Wrap. Oh-so-Paiseh!!! Need to wrap each partner using toilet rolls in 1min. Sunggoh tak class langsong pakai toilet roll! hmph! takpe at least we came up 2nd and received a hamper basket... :)
Next was a performance by Fiance's rota. The Wonder boys! It was a laugh bursting one! Hot pants + black panty hose + sexy thighs + shacky bon bon + muscular body = OMG! Best one! Thumbs up for their bravery...
The day ended up with the grand lucky draw. Everyone was so curious, excited and anxious. 1st prize was a 32inch LCD TV. 2nd was iPod touch!!! geram aku!! a malay kerek pompan got tat prize & den muke die aksen! *jeling from east to west*
When the emcee announced the lucky no. picked for the 1st prize one by one, everyone was like..."ohhh...", "aaarrhhh!", "yes ar.. yes ar.." Too bad, lucky prize won by lucky china man.... hehe... semua geram jek... Fiance got the 6th prize which is a crystal glass..not bad..
Last but not least, i managed to take pictures sitting on the fire-engine and fire-bike! yeah! yeah! maybe next time, i should come for their open house to try out all their appliances... ;D

GreatDay;
SweetieSins

2010-01-23T04:06:00.004+08:00

19th January 2010

Asset Selection Day

Fiance and i went to HDB to select our unit for our upcoming Fernvale Palms. I am so over excited with it. I simply cant wait for that area to be fenced up and bull-dozers to come and swiped away the forested area! I will definitely count on the days and will ride pass that area once a week just to get the view of it. :) *kiasu mah..*

Option fees of $2K paid... minus this n that, here n there, we've got $2ooK++ to settle monthly, i guess so. No worries, with our stable incomes, insya'allah, we will be able to settle it.
I can somehow see the future, my dearest Fiance. So glad that we can planned this far. Thanks you darling.
Now, both of us are building castles in the air, day-dreaming on how we want to renovate our flats later on. hehe... blum dpt kunci dah mcm paham... Well, we're excited lah kan!

Our selection is done! Zura's will be this Monday... yippee! I hope they will get the unit of their choice. *praying* No worries darla, there are plenty of units to choose from ok! Update me ok baybeh! *winkx*

End of 19th Jan 10 entry

SweetieSins

2010-01-23T03:09:00.003+08:00

18th January 2010

Nerve-cracking moments.

Went for the interview thingy... Was so damn nervous.
This was my first interview after 3 solid years of working with current employer. Was stressed about the dress code, what to answer if they ask me questions...

Well, everything went smoothly. The interview took only 35mins. Questions answered promptly and nicely. :)
If this is where my rice bowl is, with God's will, i will soon tender and start a brand new career. Insya'allah.. amin...

The same day, I had lunch with 2 darlas... At 2 different time n location... And 2 different meals! *gemoks*
Met ZuraDarla at Chevron Hse. Went to banquet, ta pau and had lunch in her office. Poor Zura had to have lunch in the office due to short of manpower. No worries, at least, i get to see how her wrkplace looks like. Was so cosy with the Black n Red fixtures n fittings. Relax lagik... :D But too bad, we totally forgot to snap some pixies while lunching!
*kau lah zura! bkn nk ingtkan aku!*

Btw, i had Fried Fish Soup Bee Hoon and zura had Mee Siam for lunch..
*Fried fish SHOESS -tat's how zura pronounced dgn confidentnyer!* hahaha

After that, rushed to PS to meet VeeyaDarla for 2nd round. Member nanti merajok plak kalau tak go lunch ngn die... Siang2 dah kene warning,
"Must go lunch with me! I dun Care! Hmph!" haha.. cute pe!

Pizza hut for 2nd lunch. Chit chatting and camwhoring... :) My dear Veeya, so kesian, kebuloran. She was already with her 2nd pizza when i was still with my 1st slice. takpe..mak faham nyah... hehe...

End of 18th Jan 10 entry...

SweetieSins

2010-01-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

As relieved as taking panadol cold...

haha... what a similies! it just popped out from my mind...

Why am i relieved? Cause He answered to my prayers!

What are those prayers for??

I randomly texted 2 darlings about job vacancies and received positive reply from one. :)

Resume was done in a hurry. I seriously cant remember when was the last time i did my resume. I stayed till 12.30am at work just to finish it up cause some stupid spyware attacked my pc at home so i need to get it done immediately.

Yesterday, i was in a state of shocked when i read my emails. I was called for the 1st interview on Monday... Yiippeee!!!
God knows how thankful i am.... Syukur alhamdulillah.
The first person i called was my mum...

"Iye ke qah?! Syukur Alhamdulillah...berkat doa mama...mudah-mudahan kau dapat lah"

That's another prayer from her. :)
Berkat doa Ibu, mudah-mudahan dimakbulkan... Amin...

Now, i am so nervous about the interview. Gosh!!

I am really thankful to Zura for helping me! I owe you one baby!
*HUGSSS*

NervousExcited;
SweetieSins

2010-01-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

Our best gifts on our anniversary was

AN INVITATION LETTER FROM HDB!!!

Was shocked to receive it yesterday. Mum was the one who checked the mailbox. Before that, me n mum was betting with each other. Well, mum instincts is always correct! She was so excited over it... haha...cute lah mak aku tu

The A4 sized envelope consist of the house plan booklet, letter of invitation and the documents that indicates the price range of different units. Selection date will be on 19/01/10. We have 7days from today to choose 1 of the 347units.

Aaargh! It's the brain-cracking time! We need to 101% make sure that we choose the right block & unit. Cause one mistake done, it will be a life time regret! NO!!!
Now, fiance n me is battling with each other. One wants the higher floor,another wants a slightly lower floor. One wants the Sun direction and the other wants the garden view. How do i go about doing that?? hmmm...
Very challenging for us!

Nevertheless, i am super duper excited for the selection day to come! My life is now like a roller coaster!! :D wooohhhoooooo.....

Oh! Almost forget...

HAPPY 2yrs 4mths ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!

ButterfliesInTheStomach;
sWeetieSins

2010-01-09T03:03:00.002+08:00

Tolerance is getting lower and my impatience-ness is rising up!

Don't take my kindness and my smile for granted!

I have my own commitment with my own personal life.

I have my family. I have my friends. I have my fiance.

They need me as much as i do. So don't you ever have that thinking,

"Oh! Fiqah is not married so she can work more hours..."

My words for you is

FUCK YOU BITCH!

You want me work more, you fucking jolly well increase my pay as high as you.

I work to earn and not for free!

Wait till i have got no more patience, you'll see how dirty i will play.

NoMercy;
sWeetieSins

2010-01-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

2009 has taught me a lots of lessons that makes me more matured. 2009 has brought lots of happiness with laughter in it plus kindness, love, care, concern. 2009 has put all foes together and became friends that are close to my heart and added up more friends with mutual friends whom i loved & appreciate so much... Now that 2010 has arrived, i will never forget those great days i had in 2009 and hope to achieve in 2010...

Goodbye 2009! Welcome 2010!

2010 is a very important year for me indeed. It's a "no more wasting time" year. It's a "time to get serious" year. It's a "more savings" year.
Do you know why? The answer you will get in 2011. :)

But that doesnt mean that i have to put my friends aside. There will still be outings & gatherings, there will still be shoppings but it's just that i need to more thrifty. And i have to be mindful of what am i spending at.
As for my beloved families, no long holidays for us. But a birthday celebration for mum n dad is a must this coming JUNE and that goes the same for those special ones in my list! *winkx*

I think one day i shud list down the;

"WHAT I WANT TO DO/HAVE IN 2010?"
or
"MY 2010 WISHLIST"

hmmm... we'll see! ;D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

OneMoreDayBabes,
SweetieSins

2009-12-30T02:37:00.003+08:00

I am so lucky! God must have been on my side to protect me... Syukur Alhamdulillah...

I was riding from wrk after nite shift to Ikea Tampines to meet mum n dad. Instead of heading straight to Ikea, i stopped at my area to pump my petrol. I sensed sumthing is not right with SparQiesya when i tried to move off from the petrol kiosk. Gear shifting was so difficult. It got stucked at gear 1 meaning to say that i cant get on to gear 2 after moving off. So, you know right, how slow it is at gear one?? And the engine sounds so irritating if you hold on to gear 1 all the way... I need to really pushed up the gear lever in order to get on the gear 2. As for the rest of the gears, it's fine. My leg(toe) hurts alot!! There was once my engine stall in the middle of traffic light! OMG! was so embarrassing! I was thinking if i shud continue my journey to Ikea... 50/50...Thinking that my parents had come all the way from Geylang Serai to Ikea just to accompany me to buy my stuff there, i went on riding slowly. Tawakal je lah...

Before entering TPE, the light went RED. I had to stop. I was praying n hoping that i can manage to shift up to gear 2. Time to move off... I turned more throttle in order to have more speed and there it goes, it got stucked again... I was in the midst of entering the TPE! Just imagine how i felt! GABRA! KANCHIONG SPIDER!!! with a lorry behind me!

"SPARQIESYA!!! JGN LAH BUAT PRANGAI!! TOLONG LAH!!!"

Berkat selawat and some prayers, i managed to shift it up. I remained on the 4th lane till end of expressway. Fuh! Only God knows how i felt... Dap! Dup! Dap! Dup! I reached Ikea safely. I texted Fiance and informed him of wat happened. He came down to Tampines all the way to check on my bike. Mum went back home with dad after buying my stuffs.
Fiance tested the bike and he also think sumthing is not right. He had to take out the front cover set. Dah mcm workshop kat situ...

And guess wat we discovered?? One of the clutch cable wire snapped and left only one or 2 wires handling the clutch lever!!! If i were to just ignore it, i think, danger will be awaiting for me out there...No solution. We need to bring SparQiesya to the workshop. I had to ride with extreme care with fiance escorting behind me just in case anything if happens. Those leftover cables can snap anytime due to wear n tear. Both of us were so worried! Nasib baik Ikea ngn Sengkang dekat.Fiance parked his bike at my place and brought my bike to workshop at AMK.

Now, my bike looks mcm baru gitu with a new clutch lever. It's RED n better now! hehe... It cost $70 to change both cable n lever... haiz... duit lagik.. Poor Fiance... Thank you dear for your sacrifices
So ppl who rides out there, pls check n makesure everything is ok. When u sense sumthing is not right, quickly bring to the workshop or ask the experts.

TrimeKasehYaAllah;
SweetieSins

2009-12-29T02:20:00.007+08:00

12th December 2009

After tons & loads of ups n downs in her previous courtship, finally, she found someone whom she can give and dedicate her life to. I'm sure she had made a very wise decision in choosing her Mr Right.
In love with each other since 060708, now, both of them have their new status as;
Fiance/Fiancee.

To
Muhd Syafawi & Nurul Hidayah
I wish and pray that both of you will have the most patience and will be at your very best to go thru all sorts of unexpected hurdles during this journey. I hope to see both status change in 2years time as a Husband/Wife. Insya'allah...

And i would like to take this last opportunity to thank Darling Veeya for engaging me as the decor for the Gubahan. It's my pleasure and am so honoured . Orange & Black theme is a perfect combination and purposely chose that cause it's her favourite colour!(same as me!)

Enjoy a few pixies taken during her engagement...

The Symbol of LOVE

Ring Holder

Eclair

Fruit Basket

Drinks

Fruit Tart

Cuppies

Snacks Hamper

F&N Love!

Zura & Me

Finally!! We met! :)

Till the next update!

SuperExcitedMe!!
SweetieSins

2009-12-27T09:22:00.008+08:00

Thousands n millions of apologies for not updating my rusty bloggy! Yes! I admit that i'm lazy to do so... :)

Fuh..*sigh* So many things that were left unattended here. So many happenings happened and now i have so much to note down. Can i just cut it short. Just a summary of the whole thing.Maybe, pixies will do more explaination this time. hehe...

28th -29th Nov 09
Wedding of Nor Fazilah & Syed Shukor
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Finally, lovely cuzin Zilah datings life has come to an end after so many ups n downs. Alhamdulillah, mereka telah di ijab kabulkan di masjid Al-Mawwadah dgn satu lafaz. Smoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu. Amin...
Let's see, when am i gonna be the HOT auntie to their baby!! *jeling aksen* :D

Cuzinz @their solemnization
Next big event of the family will be in 2011. There will be 2 event for that year!
I'm so SEXCITED!!
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A short getaway to KL after a tired and hectic preparation for the wedding.
3days2nites @ Sri Tiara
As usual, shopped @ Petaling till we left with nothing!
A&W is a must thing to do. :) Not to forget, Kerang Bakar!! A must to try!

Enjoy the pixies :)

See how much we shopped! hehe...

Will update again tonite!

See ya! *winkx*
SweetieSins

2009-12-15T01:14:00.003+08:00

HELP!!!

Facebook kidnaps me from Blogspot!

Help! I'm hooked on FB!

LazyBum;
sWeetieSins

2009-11-14T19:08:00.003+08:00

I'm getting more and more nervous in getting my hands on those stuffs.

I'll make sure that it will be simple yet elegant one for my darling sweetest enemy.

More and more ideas popped out from my mind but i just dunno which one to choose...

The feelings is like,

getting engage for the second time.
(hahaha...)

Regards,
SweetieSins

2009-11-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

I am so EXCITED to get my job done for VeeyaDarla!

Some surprise for her big day in December 09!

?????? & BLACK THEME!

SURPRISE!!!!!

egg-cited;
SweetieSins

2009-10-29T04:06:00.003+08:00

mmm.. have yet to get full loads of bday pixies from cuzies camera... oik! biler nk upload lah dol! furthermore, photobucket is always a pain in the ass... why eh! Part aku nk upload kat keje je, mesti kau prangai! bontot btol!

Fiance just went back.. i mean he headed straight to wrk after accompanying me for a few hours at wrk. Today is my last nite shift followed by 2 off days lor... So so bored.
Actually, my anti-along girls had planned to celebrate darling Veeya n my belated bday. So sweet of Darling Ila.. but too bad, i screwed up lah. 31st, i had to work 12hrs shift. Can make it on Friday but Darling Veeya had got her tarian thingy... Well, gotta postpone it... Sowie gurlfrens... btw, i'm off on 7th n 8th!!! Let's go out lah bacens! Veeya, aku tau kau dah gaji kan kan kan... haha.... Meet up on that week to discuss. Faham! heheh....

1st day off.. might be spending my time at home either sleeping or tidying up my pig sty. haha.. i mean my wardrobe lah.. my room is superb clean but wen u open up my wardrobe, i think, if my cat enter pun can get lost! muahahah.... u get wat i mean?!?
2nd day.. tot of going K.O.K with that crazy cuzin of mine, n more... but too bad, some cant make it. So i tink will be going for bowling at CDANS with my lil cuzin bro...kesian die. Since PSLE is over, that's my treat for him for studying hard... :)

Roster for November is out!!! Gotta go thru it...

Outz now! Chowzzz!;
SweetieSins

2009-10-25T18:10:00.004+08:00

I'm nagging at myself for being so lazy to update stuffs in here... Actuali, i do logged in but ain't got the mood n idea to post sumting... Sorry!! It's all becoz of FB lah nie! Addicted to Bejeweled Blitz! Hmph!! Now that i am way behind time, i lost track on what had happened for the past 2 and half wks. Maybe pictures will do more talkings huh! :)

Press rewind button... then forward a lil bit..hehe ;)

~19th Oct 09~
Double date!

Fiqah & Fandi

vs

Veeya & Awie

Veeya n me actuali planned this outing to discuss bout something. But before the discussions, we watched Phobia 2 @ PS. Movie was SUPERB! 10/10 lah brother! hehe... I am a big fan of horror movies and i find it better than Jangan Tegur... You guys shud catch it coz it's worth it!
After movie, she chillax @ Cathay Picture house. At first, i tot Awie wouldn't wanna join but... WOW! He was the one who suggested to lepakz... hehe... U know, at first i was kinda scared that Awie won't be able to mix ard with me & fandi becoz of my kecorable mouth... fuh! lucky he is fine and everything went smooth. Actually, Awie is ok pe! Bleh ajak bobal pe! hehe... Maybe, the other party shud know how to crack a conversation lah... We shud have more double dates! kan kan kan!
So, we went on to our discussion and oops! the clock striked 12mn! It's my darling Veeya's Birthday! So glad that i am the first one to wish n hugged her eventhough the boify is beside her... Bluek to Awie! (aku first!) hehe... Member happy siak dah turn 21! ehem! I owe you one ok! Sayang kau dohh!
(Veeya punyer dan Aku punyer!)

Time constraint and we gottta go separate ways. Mcm skejap jek seh. Tak puas. Wei syg, makesure meet up soon to discuss strictly about it ok!

~21st October 09~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
2-1-1-0
I super-loved this no. :)
My very first surprise on that day was a surprised delivery! Someone was hello-ing at my door. When i peeped, i saw a man carrying a big teddy bear with a red rose on his hand! Jaw-dropped! My heart was jumping in me! At first i tot it was from secret admirer lah kan... haha... I didn't expect that it was from Ila Hyper!!! So sweet of her!!! Touching lah babe... never had that kinda surprise before! Furthermore, it was from someone i just knew. Trime kaseh syg ku! SAYANG KAU! Veeya got the same thing too! best kan!!! :) psst... aku nangis lah! hehehe...

On my 22nd birthday, i celebrated it with my beloved family and fiance. I've never had that eversince i stepped into my teenage world. U know, tat kinda celebration... with birthday cakes, blowing candles, cream on the face etc. I am so blessed to have a family like them. I can feel the love. They love me! Yeah! They LOVE me! The moment they sang a birthday song for me, i blew off the candles. There goes the prayers and blessings from my aunties, cuzins, and mum! Sedih babe! Tak bleh angz! lucky i hold back my tears. Terharu lah konon! At the same time, we celebrated belated birthday for my brother... Re-lighted the candles and sang the 2nd bday song for him. After he blew the candles, everyone started to come near us. Something is not rite gitu loh... PIAK! amek kau! face full of chocolate cream! grrrr... kene sabo! Dgn makcik2 aku skali join in! hahaha.... kwang asam krg! Trime kaseh daun keladi!

Fiance bought the bag that i want as a birthday gift! Thank u syg for the surprise! That day when i wanted to buy, he twisted his words! "takmu lah! kat rumah dah byk bag!" rupe-rupenyer ade udang sebalik batu! heheh... Terlompat-lompat mcm berok aku tau! :)
Dear, u've done a lots for my birthday. I know u're the planner for the celebration at home rite... Thx for everything. You bought my fav chocolate cake from Royals. You bought the Levi's bag that i've been eye-ing for. You brought me out for dinner at Swensen's. I really appreciate it so so much! Thank u darling! I love you loads!

Well, this post is so so plain rite! Reason is... photobucket buat prangai!!!! grrrr... Pictures will be uploaded ok... stay tune!

Adios.samigos.aku.brambos;
sWeetieSins

2009-10-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

I noe my blog is getting dusty... I logged in but too lazy to update lah...

Let me just briefly brief bout wat happened last wk...

I was on nite shift on 30/09/09... Before i left for wrk, mum fell again in the kitchen. Lucky Dad was there. Tat was the 3rd time she fall in a period of 1 mth. After the fall, she said she was fine. I texted my siblings to infd them bout wat happened and to keep an eye on her.
I rcvd a call from bro, Ijam at 2.30am. I rejected thinking that he mistakenly dialled my no.
5mins later, he called again. He sounded so different. His voice was trembling.

"Kak Iqah, mama.. kak iqah..."
"Knape ngn mama?!?! Jam.. nape??"
"Mama kat sofa tak bukak mate...Kak iqah balek skrg!"

My question is, wat will you guys do when you heard this?? At tat point of time, you were on nite shift and wrking alone.

Hearing my bro's panicked voice, i was extremely panicked followed by a loud cry. I cried non-stop. I was confused..dunno wat to do next. I called fiance and infd bout it. He was at wrk too. He checked that ambulance had arrived at my place. Mum was taken to CGH. Sis told me to calm down. She said everything is under control but when i called bro, he doesnt sound like the situation was fine. My mind was thinking all the negative things.
I just dun wanna mention wat happened after that... Cause it's too privacy to said it loud in here cause my blog is public.

Mum was under observation as CGH was full house. That was CRAP!!! She was given medicine and was asked to rest at home after 3 hrs of observation there. At home, she was so so weak. Her migrane was so extreme. She cant walk.She cant open her eyes.

Aku mcm nk maki je itu doctor yg suroh die balek! Tak kan lah hospital sebesar CGH tu tkde katil...Ridiculous kan! Aku peduli ape! I brought mum back to hospital tat nite. This time, we really shoot them and insisted tat my mum to be warded. And yes she was warded.
Ade pun katil! Dah kene "hang" tau pun takot! CGH tak bleh kasi muke!

Mum was finally warded at 3am. Guess wat?? She was discharged at 12nn coz the doctor said she was fine and was given a strong medicine.. Tak sampai 24hrs! Ok lah, i cant say anyting coz, partly it was mum decision to go home. I can see tat she's recovering. So, let her rest at home...
I think this is due to her stress schedule last months. Lack of rest, lack of sleep. When she started to slow down the pace, her body was unable to take it. Tat was why her fall sick abruptly.

Never seen mum so weak like that before. She's a very strong woman i knew.
And again i tot tat i'm gonna lose sumone...
Trime kasih Ya'Allah, kau maseh panjangkan umur ibu ku.

thankyou®ards;
sWeetieSins

2009-09-29T02:20:00.004+08:00

Haiz.. makin raya makin kayap duit aku....

Went to repair my signal and tail lite 3 days ago... I tot it would only be those two that i'm gonna repair... skali, mcm2 lagik aku kene tukar...

First, need to change sprocket...den the chain. Both cost me abt $78. Signal lite = $58... Tail lite = no cost. just adjust the wire.. skali he mentioned plak that tayar blkg dah botak!! Kepala aku pun botak siol! I just changed the rear one that cost me $50...
So, GRAND TOTAL for above stuffs = $186

Plus plus.... INSURANCE AKU MATI!!!! ROAD TAX MATI!!!!
ya ampun!! mane tak stress aku nie!
Insurance kene $400 + road tax (ni tak byk) $32 = $432..

Nasib baik dah bukak P plate, if not insurance lagik mahal...haiz...
and the GRAND GRAND TOTAL = $618

next mth, nak kene antar service plak... ape lagik yg kene tukar??

ni baru motor kecik, blum upgrade!
MACAM PAHAM AR AKU!!! lol!!!
Hidop, jgn slalu berangan... ni lah akibat nyer!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
25th September 2009, Friday @ 1:22pm

Congratulation to my bestfriend, Dee on her newborn baby boy.
Very chubby, very cute 3.875kg healthy boy!
Welcome to the world...

RIYAN ISKANDAR Auntie Fiq doakan, supaya Riyan jadi anak yg soleh dan anak yg pintar biler dah besar nanti ok... Be like ur mum n dad ok.. The very smart people! Amin.... *Hugs from Auntie FiQ*

(ikotVeeya)
siapesweet;
SweetieSins

2009-09-18T02:12:00.006+08:00

Wow! Got lotsa stuff i missed to update in here...
Been busy with the chores at home... Can i just cut it short here... penat lah nk pikir... :)

~110909~
Was my anny with darling Fiance but too bad, he was on duty that day... Since he is not available, i made myself available for my gfs...
Met Nad at her wrkplce and headed to Clarke Quay for a short shopping. Maklumlah, company kasi cash voucher... We spent $100+ there.. mcm org kaye tapi at last, terlupe yg kiter bwk motor.. haha... takde tmpt nk letak brg shopping.. terpakse squeeeezzzeee.... We then head to Geylang to fetch Bert and off to town... Break fast at Ayam Penyet Ria... mcm paham! as if we fast! hehe... Then met Amir n geng at Taka...(Ex skool mate). Home.
~120909~
A surprise from Fiance... Movie at Causeway Point. We watched The Proposal... He want to reminisce the past 2 years memories we had... :) Sayang kamu!

~140909~
Spring cleaning!! And finally we freed this huge Pooh who have been trapped for dunno how many years in a plastic bag... hahaha.. kesian kau pooh... Ape nk buat.. kau besar sgt!! :) (pardon my face!)

Lastly....

Let's have a sneak preview of my hair before i upload a full version of it....haha

As promised in my previous blog, i've cut it short with no regrets.

Puas hati dohh!! :)

Sneak sneak aje... Tak bleh lebih! hehehe....

Wait for the outcome ok!
Cayang korang!

Regards;
SweetieSins

2009-09-14T03:15:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to start my AL!!! hahahkz...

Cause i've got tonnes of work to do at home!!

Off on Mon & Tues... Wrk on Wed & Thurs... AL all the way till nxt wk!

Mcm tak sabar nk raye... tapi... tapi... Tunang ku nggak ada si Singapura sih.... :(
He will be raya-ing at Melaka with families...

And oh... i've got lotsa plan on my off days n AL days...

First, got to buy stuff for my Kek Kukus & Wajik Durian (yum! yum!)...
This year, i'm not taking up any orders. Sorry hor. Will only do for my Aunties n MIL... Time constraint lah ppl... Next year maybe?!
Kek Kukus not easy tau... brg2 die je dah mahal esp butter... dah lah tu, nak kukus die jek makan 4-5jam.. Nasib baik gas kat rumah pakai electric kalau cylinder.. mampos aku!
So this year, i think, i'll be doing ..mmm... 4 loyang of Kek Kukus??

Next, is the buang suay time... haha..*joking lah* i mean, new look for my hair lah...
For the first time after so long, i finally have the guts to

CUT IT SHORT!!! aku repeat eh... CUT SHORT!!! haha...

aku tak peduli ape org nk kate! Aku dah fed up ngn rambot aku yg aku tak tau mcm mane nk describe lagik!!! wakarkarkarkar... alah, rambot bleh tumboh pe... mcm pokok...hehe...

Cut short, Rebond, Colour...

So, my bontot confirm panas + leper kat salon tu nanti.... :)

hmm... ape lagik eh?? Oh ya! Baju tunang ku harus di alter dan di jahit manik2 nya... tgk lah kalau i rajin k b. hehe... lau tak sempat, i tampal je pakai sticker motor ok! cool pe tu..LOL!!!

Last, will be the spring cleaning lah... Mum will be busy sewing our clothes so she will not touch anything in the house. She will only nag... hehe... biaselah, mak mane yg tak kecoh kan klau time nk dkt raye nie....

Hopefully, everything will be done before mlm raye... cause, mlm raye lah aku paling excited skali, cause everyone will head to Geylang to borong brg2 till pagi buta dan sampai drg buta!

Ok... i'm on nite shift now. Now, is my sleeping time! hehe....

Time check : 0346hrs

till next update!

akungantok;
SweetieSins

2009-09-13T02:55:00.003+08:00

An incident that really freaked me out!

My sis n I was helping each other with the chores in the kitchen. She was busy baking her lasagne and me, was just helping her stirring her bolognese sauce when i heard a loud thud behind me.... I turned and saw Mum lying motionlessly on the floor!

"Mama!! kenape ni?!"

My eyes started collecting tears. I hold back. Mum shut her eyes tightly. She was in pain. She did not uttered any words. We kept asking her if she's ok. She didn't reply. But what reliefs me so much is that her fingers are still moving. Only God noes how much relieved am i after seeing her signalling to me... Alhamdulillah...

We put a lil bit of axe oil to relief her giddiness. Still shutting her eyes. We carried her up and let her sit on the chair. Gave her a glass of water to drink with some prayers on it(wateva i can remember of..). Her heart was pumping fast. She then opened her eyes.

"Ma... mama ok tak? Mcm mane boleh jatoh?"
and she replied;
"Kenape gelap ni!! Asal gelap! Mama tak nmpk!"

(ok... i'm crying right now...)
I started to burst into tear when i heard that. My sis and I was so panicked! We didn't know what to do. Mum was crying asking why she can't see anything when her eyes were wide opened. I was right infront of her face but her eyes keep on rolling left to right...She can't see me!
Ya Allah.. hati aku hancur seeing my mum's condition. Furthermore, i couldn't do anything for her. All i did was asking her to Istighfar... I whispered some prayers to her ears. She calmed down soon after that. I put a drop of eye drops into both he eyes. Mins later, her vision came back but a lil bit blur... We were extremed relieved upon hearing that.
Syukur Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, kau telah selamatkan ibu ku...

We brought her to her room and asked her to rest.
Mum is too stressed up. She has got almost 30 pieces of clothes to sew. Furthermore, Hari Raya is coming in 7days. She only had 4hrs of sleep everyday since day 1 of Ramadhan and have not been eating regularly lately. And migrane is a routine for her. Haiz.. Mum is so stubborn. We've told her many times to rest well but she simply ignored our advices. All she cares is, her customers.

Now that i know her vision is getting from bad to worst, i promised myself to drag her to SGH Eye Ctr few days after Raya. I'll make sure she have her eyes checked before it's too late. You know how much i love Mum.... I can't bare loosing someone who meant the world to me.
Eventhough i know one day she will.....

iloveyoumama;
sWeetieSins

2009-09-12T01:34:00.002+08:00

Ok ok.. this is a day late entry... Tried to post in ystrdy but this blog gave me problem always!
grrr....

Wishing myself a

Happy 2years Anniversary!!!

11th September 2007 is the day we got attached.

One Fullerton! Tats the memorable place. And tats the place where we saw a shooting star rite in front of our eyes and we made a wish(til now, we dunno wat was each others wish).
It's been 2 years we've been together. How fast the time flies...

Am looking forward for my future with my darling Fiance...
I am so grateful to have him by my side...

I love you so much darling!!!

i know this is lame and you've been hearing this for 9876587942191 times but,...

I love you FOREVER!!! :D

YourFiance;
SweetieSins
(always sweet.. hehe)

2009-09-05T15:47:00.012+08:00

Expect the Unexpected. Befriend the enemy.
Strangers to Enemy. Enemy to Friends.

Once upon a time...

I got to knw this guy in early 2007. I was single.
He started it with a good act. He got my no. from the receipt of McDelivery orders.
Called me just to find out if i'm his long lost bestfren's fiance. My answer is of coz a No! And of coz, in tat way, he found out that i'm available. He begged me not to lodge a complain against his company. Settled! Few hrs, he text me, if it's fine to befriend me. I can still remember vividly how i text him.. "klau awak single, it shud be no problem for me."
And of coz, his reply is... Yes I'm single.And he said i can trust him for that.
So, we remained as friends. Exchanged msgs everyday every hour without fail. When i started wrking at my current wrkplace, he never fails to fetch n sent me to work. There was once he brought me to a place that i've never been before. Marina South. We sat there for hours and exchanged life stories. I saw a couple name engraved on his bike number plate,
"Along & Yaya"
That was when he told abt his love life which was a miserable one cause his gf left him for another guy and got engaged. Yeah. I fall into his trap. I believed him for what he said. Blindly. He said he was too in love with her that he wouldn't wanna take it out. And as a friend, a stupid friend, i calmed him down and gave him some advice. He cried crocodile tears.
Knew him for few mths. He said, i changed his life to a better one. He had never had someone who really cares when he rides fast. He never had someone who always reminds him to ride carefully. Gosh! A speak from the devil! I dun believe that i fall into his trap.

Here it goes on how i got to knw his lies and lies!
Was on my orientation day with my new company. He promised that he would meet me the day after. Planned to Bugis for a neoprint. I received an anonymous call. When i returned those calls, no one answered. I felt something amiss. Later, i received a msg,
"Aku tunang Azri....."
I was like.... out of my mind! Trembled! Disappointed! Dunno wat to do. I just dun believed wat i read. Tunang! He is engaged! I felt like crying but i hold back and think... it's just a waste to cry for that idiot. Anyway, i dun benefit from anything. I kept myself quiet but millions of question ran thru my head. I left. Without any answer from him.
Later that nite, his gf called. Can say she interrogated me with lots of points. She sounded cool but i can sensed that she is unhappy with me. To her, i am the caused for her rltnsp to sink. She never failed to find out abt me via friendster. I have to surrender. Let her do what she wants. She said all sorts of things to me. All sorts of words. She called me names. It's all becoz, of him. The Devils who wears and Angel mask. He added salt & pepper to the whole story. Just to make the scene worst so that gf n me ditch each other. I remained calm, hope for the truth to happen and also hope for the best for them. But i don't blamed her for behaving that way towards me cause i know how she felt. If i were in her shoes, i think i would have react worst then how she did. Surprisingly, i was patience enuf to overcome that situation. Moved on. I forget.

Mths after, things went quite smooth btwn me n her. She was still wit him wen we were still contacting each thru in cyber world. Happy for them. But his change was fake, he is still the same player i knew coz i saw him with a girl i knew.
Later did i found that they had ended their rltnsp due to many hiccups. Feel bad. But feel the serve-you-right-for him but not for her. Me & her became frens. I can say close cyber world frens. We were forgiven. I had always hope to bounce or to meet up with her. It takes so long to happen

Finally, we came together. Forgetting all the rots. We unite. Not only me and her but there were four of us! All of us has got to do with the same Mr Player. It's hard to believe this fairy tales rite!
As for now, what i hope and wish for is, our friendship to stay true and to get even more stronger. Amin...

We break fast @ Haig Rd. Cabby to Sengkang then to Bedok for crazy session. It's a hell lot of FUN!
Didnt expect strangers to behave like this with one another. Crazy bitches! but i love them! :))
Will organize more outing soon.

I am so thankful to Allah.

Here are some pixies of us.. Enjoyzzz!

ilovemy"enemies";
sWeetieSins

2009-08-30T02:52:00.001+08:00

Oopss! I did it again!

Today i spent $100 for Expo John Little Sales! Fiance gonna start nagging at me.. haha...
But at least i got my Wedges and Bag!!! So dear Fiance, let's put ur nag aside... *ejek kamu* ;p

Next week will be the iftaring with the "anti along" geng.. (tat's wat yaya called it) haha..
Darlink Veeya is the chip and mastermind of all this! LOL! But is a good plan anyway. Coz, both of us
have been contacting each other but have yet to meet up. So, let's make this a start for us! yeahhh!!
Excited plus malu-malu plus segan-segan... hehe... Will see how it goes next week hor...

Veeya, jgn lupe bwk kegilaan kau bersama ok! No Giler No Fun!!! I hope the others wun mind.. kihkihkih....

calobeteh!
sWeetieSins

2009-08-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

1st appointment. 1st good impression.

Waste time no more.
Decided.Chosen.Confirmed.
A tick to my bridal service.
FOUND!

People will say that it is too early for us to start doing all the bookings. But i dun think so.
18mths isn't that early. Time flies very fast without us realizing.
As for me, i think the earlier the better. At least i am well prepared. Be it physically or financially.
The earlier i start, the more time i will have to decide. When i have enuf time to decide on which one i like, i will proceed with the advance bookings. In that way, i will have ample time to settle the payment by installments. So, by the time the date draws nearer, everything will almost be cleared. I just dun want to burden ourselves with debts after our big day. I need to make sure that our financial is well planned.
Now, i am double the excited. Cant wait to choose the wide range of outfits.
*smile northeastsouthwest*
All the outfits are so so gorgeous! A lot to choose from. So fickle-minded!
Ok, let's put that aside first cause i am not going to choose now. I bet there are more new outfits coming up! :D

Up next will be the Decor for the venue. Theme colour is already in my mind way before hand :)
I have 3 choice in my list and have yet to decide. Will need to check thru the freebies they offered too. Whether it's worth it or not.

hmmm.... maybe i shud give way to Ramadhan & Syawal. And also mth of November cause cuzin will be getting married and i am going to be her bridesmaid! But i am still considering it. U knw when i becomes her bridesmaid, i will have to stick to her all the time. I will miss out all the funs! That is the only time when families gather together with joy & laughter. Will see how lah k!

Will update my photoshoot shots once i get it from Fifi!

chow!
sWeetieSins

2009-08-15T02:58:00.003+08:00

*yawwnnn* (oi! tutop mulot!)
Always have that habit of not covering my mouth when i yawned.
Will only covers after i half-way yawned.. hehe...
The person who will nag is dearest Fiance...
"Tutop mulot!!!"
and i will go "soorriii" with the muke kesian.. hahaa..

My eyes are so watery now cause i kept on yawning since i started my shift just now.
Not enuf sleep i guess.
Tomorrow will be my off day until Tuesday and the following day supposed to be in mid-morning shift but was forced to take time off cause my hours gained is starting to overload. So, i am happily going for a 5 off days!! Yiippee!!

Will be going for my 2nd outdoor photoshoot this weekend.
fyi: This is not my wedding photoshoot or wat. It is just for fun. Requested by my besties to be their model (yg tak jadi lah kan.... heee..) Will be going to 3 location. So our day will start early and hope that weather will be nice that day.
hmmm... might be going to Mega Raya Expo. Fiance so the semangat want to go there. Dunno why...So, anyone who is going there, say HELLO when you see me ok!

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Now...the stress is coming.
Been browsing thru all the webbies for different kinda Bridal, Decor & Catering Services.
Entertainment for my big day has been chosen & confirmed... Just left with the above.
I am not going for the big-big kinda celebration.. it's just ala-kadar one..
As long as it is presentable, nice, affordable...
I have a few in my list now. Just need to arrange and appt. with them and to collect feedbacks from ppl. My 1st appt. with my 1st choice bridal services has been arranged. We will see the outcome. If let's say, my heart got hooked on it on that very same day, will sign up for the package. If not, i gotta look for others... I'm a fickle-minded and somehow cerewet.. hehe...

I will try my best not to give a burden to Mum. When the time comes, then i will discuss it with her... I want to be independent!

IndependentWoman;
sWeetieSins

2009-08-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

MyHotComments

Ok, I dun deny that i totally forget about it. In fact, WE forgot!!
We were together when the clock striked 12mn!
*hyaakdush!*

Anyway dear,
Happy 1 year 11mths Anniversay baby!!!

Lagik SATU bulan! (how fast!)

xoxo;
sWeetieSins

2009-08-09T16:00:00.004+08:00

Outdated one...

On my off day last week, we had finally went out for a shopping! So so relieved... hehe.. after so long of "starvation". hahahkz...

We started our day with as-usual meet up at my area then headed to AMK to service my bike.
Changed engine oil and battery. It cost me about near to 70bucks.
New designed cover set was seen hanging in the workshop! Makes me so geram! Lawa-lawa siol!!!
"B.... i nak jugak...." hehehe....

While my bike was being serviced, Fiance's phone rang. It was a recall from SCDF. Physical recall!
We then rushed to his station. They had to report within 30mins. Lucky us having ourselves near to his station. Upon rching, i can see everyone was like out of their way. haha.. running here n there. I was at the waiting area sitting down laughing n smiling alone. It's funny seeing them with shorts and old-home-t-shirts, slippers. Some of them with the just-wake-up faces.Messy hair. They simply dun care.
Nevertheless, i am so proud of them. I can see the sense of urgency. Although it was just a practice for them, they still treated it seriously. Everyone managed to report on time.
wahh... they used up their monies for taxi fare. Some of them came all the way from Clementi.
gosh....
The row call lasted for abt 1hr. Fiance get changed and we headed to town.
We went to ION since it has already officially opened. hmmm.. not much lah. It's like Paragon. More on those kinda branded stuff. Me no money. Me no standard lah. But, what i love most is the toilet! hehe... coz i find it cool! *jakon*
I bought 2 pairs of pumps from Rubi (adik-bradik Cotton On) which i am so so satisfied... hehe...
I love it when Fiance put his mind n heart with me whenever i do my shopping. He will follow everywhere i go. Give opinion and whats more, he even bend down to take out my shoe and put on the trying shoe for me! aww... sweet nyer kamu...
I was not the one who asked him to do that ok people! So dun label me pemalas or rude or watsoever... I'm just MANJE! hee... *jeling*

So, Fiance had to control my shopping that day. I simply cant stop touching all the items on sales. haha... maklum lah, dah lame tak shop.mcm berok!
When then, headed to Marina for dinner @ Breeks. I've been craving for it since dunno when.
This restaurant is highly recommended. Food was Superb! Service was Excellent! The portion looks little but when you ate it, not even half you will feel full. Finally, i got it! *burrppp!*
oops! ex-squeeze me. :)
May i passed away... hehehe...

there's still a continuation... pls wait...

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2009-08-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hooray!!!

P-plate is now down to my bro!

End of my probation year but yeah! doesn't mean you can race thru ur way ok!

Got to be extreme more careful with all the INCONSIDERATE road-users
including my DAD! hahah... sorry hor Daddyku!

Anyway, congratulations to my bro who passed his class 2B with just 1attempt!
Now, mum is having a hard time trying to run away from the harassment. Keep harassing mum to dig out $$$ for his bike.
Wait long long ok brother!

Not that soon. If you want, go dig ur own $$$. Mum is busy saving dollars for my big day ok!
So don't potong jalan! hee..hee..hee.. *bluek*

Not to forget, he is attempting to persuade me to put his name as the sub-rider for my bike!
HELL NO!! No way! Sparky belongs to me and Fiance only hor... ;)

So, go get that Gillera or whatsoever bike you want BUT don't ask me for $$$.

All the best bro! hehe...

Oh! btw, i owe lots n lots of pixies n entries here. Photobucket is getting me mad nowadays. haiz... Patience... Patience...

till the next update! which i dunno when...

toodles;
sWeetieSins

2009-08-06T03:48:00.002+08:00

I know I'm wrong. It's my fault. I admit it.

Truly apologized for hurting you. Promise it won't happen again.

Please give me one last chance. The first and very last one.

Please....

MyHotComments

StupidestMe :(
sWeetieSins

2009-08-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

On nite shifts with NO LAPTOP AT WORK!!!
Stupid VIRUS!

grrrr......

BORED TO DEATH!

SPENT TIME READING NEWSPAPER! hahaha...

Will update my stuff on my off days ya!

staytune;
sWeetieSins

2009-07-28T01:53:00.004+08:00

Would like to share this video with you guys!

Cool lah this man! Just watch the two guys beside him.. it's the same person! And most important thing is i love the way he dance!

Enjoyska!
sWeetieSins

2009-07-27T13:20:00.001+08:00

Pay day is today. In fact, it has been credited to account yesterday. hmm... let's see how long can it last. This month i got a lil extra from my nite shift allowance and few hours of OT. Can i do some shopping?? It has been months since the last time i shopped. Shit man! I just cant bear controlling that feelings. Wherever i go, my eyes will go wild but my mind and my pocket is controlling me! Heart pain! Insane! I've never been so thrifty like this before. It's all because of..... -> I'M GETTING HITCH!

I think i should put that thoughts aside for the time being. Should go for my therapy! Yeah! Therapy that will ease my eager feelings of doing some shopping! Been eye-ing on lots of things. Gotta grab it before GSS ends.

Anywayzzz... gone mad with this blogging thingy! Again, i lost my stuff when i changed the layout. Having hard time retrieving it. As for this layout, i gotta edit the html one by one. My eyes goes haywire doing it at nite. Finally, i managed to get it done. Fuh! Credits to me lah k for being patience.

ShoppingTime:
sWeetieSins

2009-07-26T03:47:00.002+08:00

BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.

regards;
sWeetieSins

2009-07-25T08:57:00.004+08:00

Geram! Geram! Geram! (Upin & Ipin dah marah nie!)

Baby! kamu jahat! Ini sungguh tak adil!

Aku yg nk Nokia 5800, die yg beli dulu! Tak peduli! I nak jugak! Nak Jugak! NAK JUGAK!

Ape kate b pakai hp i yg 6300 tu, i pakai 5800 b ... hehe... alah, ade "zero-zero" jgk pe kat blakang die..

wakarkarkarkar!!!

luJaga;
sWeetieSins

2009-07-23T12:22:00.004+08:00

Yoha! dah tak fed up lagik... as promised, here are few pixies. The rest will be uploaded in FB soon otey!

ps: this blog is long winded. nk bace, bace. tak nak bace blah! hehe....

Ok... let me just update a lil bit about my weekend getaway to Indon.. not far.. It's just Tg Pinang. Liburan nya nggak syiok deh! Nyesal banget gue! Well.. if we don't go there we wun knw how the place looks like and how the ppl there lives...
Sporeans are so so fortunate to have a good government and a well developed country to live in. Tg Pinang is twice as big as Spore but the whole Island is very rural unlike Spore which is very urbanized.There are more motorbikes than cars on the 2way roads. I was like riding a roller coaster when Pak supir(driver) drove us ard the Island. Hmph! mcm org kaye ade pak supir.. hehe.. At first, i tot, Tg Pinang is like Batam. Kalau aku tau, aku CANCEL! ni semua baba lah nie yg tukar plan! Geram! Geram! Geram! (Upin & Ipin nyer style) I dun care! I still wanna go Batam 1day for my A&W and shopping! you guys must be thinking.. Why Batam? then... tak kan nk go Jakarta kan kan kan... Ishk! Takoot!! ade BOMB! hehe.... mcm paham!
Ok.. cut the subject!

We ferried from Tanah Merah to Tg Pinang. 2days1nite ard the Island is enuf for me! for all makciks makciks, ok lah. But for me, hell no! No 2nd time for me hor... We arrived there and had lunch at Pondok Jawa Timur... Rating will be 9/10! Enaak banget! Total cost is Rp.548 000. Calculate urself lah k.. hehe...
Tummy filled up and went for touring. Went to the Kerepek "factory". Borong! production area is just behind the shop. We can see them making and frying on the spot.
We then head to Bintan Mall. Quite a quiet place for shopping. There are a few trendy shops like G2000, Summit, cant-remember-the-name lingerie shop, POLO house... and you knw where we ended up?? Kedai RUNCIT! haha... i dun knw why but it's so tempting! Items cant be found in Spore. cheap cheap summore. Just imagine Citra body lotion cost Rp.7000 which is ard S$1. Murah kann!! I bought 'She' cologne and talcum, "Fruit Tree" Sosro tea, 3 Citra body lotion! Alah, senang ckp, borong lah! Oh ya, Boo bought this dunno-what -brand-watch @ Rp.140 000.He knws my taste lah seh! Sungguh Bling Bling kan!
I love it! Makasih ya Mas! hehe... Tired of walking, we head back to our Kaputra Hotel.
At night, we went for a massage at Monaliza. All of us had a 1hour whole body massage including the guys, my dad and fiance. The place is like a big rooms but separated by curtains so if sumone screams, we can hear them very clearly. Bilik tu dah mcm MATERNITY ward! Terpekik kesakitan kene urut...The massage was OMG sakit nyer! U knw the traditional indonesian style. Aiyoh! Massage for 1hr cost Rp.60 000 = S$10 like tat lah.. .
After the massage, we went Ramayana just a stones away from our hotel.
Not that interesting lah. Sis and fiance bought 5perfumes! So the gelojoh seh...I dunno why i aint got the mood to shop there. Tired and bored lah. Back to hotel, watched APM which is oh-so-crap! this year so lame siak the APM. Unable to control my eyes anymore, hello to lalaland.
The next day, mum and dad went to dry market with Pak supir while sis, fiance and myself stayed at hotel and do the packing. Since our ferry is at 6pm, we did a last shopping at Ramayana. Promptly went for a hair cut that ended me up looking like a minah indon! Damn it! Benci! Benci! Benci!
I look like shit! asl boleh je drg gunting rambot aku! binget siol aku sampai skrg! nasib baik rambot bleh tumboh! hmph!( tumboh kaper girl! kau pk pokok!) wakarkarkar!! ok cut the crap! We bought those indonesian brand items mostly that was advertised in the TV. Mee Sedap! Coklat flavoured susu pekat! Teh Sosro Fruit tree again! blah blah blah... Shop till we left with nothing! haha.. no more Rupiahs to pay the tax at ferry terminal! amek kau! lucky ade spare with Fiance.
We packed, checked out from hotel and headed to ferry terminal.
Good bye to Tg Pinang and will never come back again. Sorry but it's true, there's not much attraction lah. Maybe if they upgarde a lil bit like Batam then maybe i will consider to come back.. hehe... So the cerewet tau aku nie! Well, a short getaways that brings family together, that's nice anyway.
hmm.. up next is Batam which Mum promised! Jgn tak jadi lah babe!

Thx for reading my very-long-winded blog...hehe...

sleepybeauty;
sWeetieSins

2009-07-14T13:55:00.006+08:00

Dear darlings, sorry for not updating as promised. Thought of updating over the weekends but was down with high fever. i repeat HIGH fever. Temp. was almost 40!
At first, i thought it was just a normal fever. Started with a cough, followed by slight fever on Saturday. My voice became very hoarse and makes me difficult to talk. On Sunday, my temp. went up to 37.8 and came out with a flu. It was just water that runs out from my nose. Fiance had to fetch me from work cause i had no energy to walk. Reached home, my whole body was extremely HOT! Can't even sleep well at night. I had to wear socks, sweater and blanket but still rigors. My body was hot but i felt so cold.
Monday morning i woke up with body aches. Drag myself to the nearest company doctor. My temp. was almost 40 and the doctor recommended me to have the influenza test on me. He suspected that most likely i'm having H1N1 cause i had all the symtoms. But i chose not to take the test. I'm afraid. What if i was tested positive! What if i had to quaratine myself? What if i had to go CDC?! Oh No!
Haiz... aku tawakal aje lah.
No force from the doctor even. He gave me the 4 strongest madicine and had to go on 3days mc. If i'm still not well by end of my mc, he have to give me tamilflu. To date, i'm feeling much better than ystrdy. But still with a bad cough with lots of phlems, slight fever and headaches. Hopefully i'm gonna be fine by tomorrow. I never thought that it would happened to me. I think i had a contact with one of my guest who was under quarantine last week. It's like a torture on me, people. Never had a fever that makes me extremely weak till i had to lie down on bed the whole day, and food needs to be served. Thx to mum and fiance for being there for me. Do take good care of yourself ladies. Don't take a fever/flu very lightly. You'll never know. It's painful.

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Let's track back down memory lane.... Attended my gurlfren's daughter 2nd bday @ East Coast last Saturday,04/07/09. How fast time flies. Dah besar anak kau Bert. She is so cute and adorable. So the bijak yet very obedient. Geram aku ngn kau Alya! Hope you like the present Auntie Fiq gave you. Be good to mama and papa ok baby....
Nur Alya Putri

Auntie Fiq & Alya

Auntie Nad & Alya

Mama Bert & Alya

10years of friendship and still counting...
Love you all girls!

2 dah jadi binik org... lagi 2 biler agaknyer eh? hehe...

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Went "Melalak" with Fiance on our 1yr 10mths anny... After karaoke session, at wee hrs, we went supper at Simpang Bedok then movie marathon at Changi Beach. He brought his portable DVD player and we watched them in the car till we dropped! not much pix taken...

Muke stop it eh!!!

Ok! It's time for medicine now... Till next update!

weak&sick;
sWeetieSins

2009-07-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

Sorry my gorgeous ladies! I know my blog here is getting RUSTY! tat's wat Darlink Veeya said.. hehe...

Ok! Ok! Will upload pixies and wordies soon hor...

Now, in a process of getting my pixies done in photobucket...

Stay tune baybeh! I'll be back! hehe...

CoughCoughItchyThroat;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-26T03:12:00.013+08:00

Give a chance to the pixies to do the talking...

It's all yours pixies...

21st June 09
@
Aeon Jusco - JB

[Him]

[Her]

[we had an Amazing race.. just to look for A&W @ Jusco..]

[woah!!]

[sinful!!]

[slurrp! arrhhh...]

[double the sin!! haha..]

[the peaceful love...]

[ehem! whose is this?? haha]

[very the sayang kamu tau!]

Fiance will be OOT for 3days back on Sunday... *sad face*
Baby, i will pray for you here. Hope you enjoy your trip to KL with frens ya!
Ingat sayang, bwk motor hati-hati. Jgn lupe bace doa tau syg. Gonna be extreme extreme worried for you here darling. And also... Rindu Kamu!
Jgn lupe oleh oleh nya ya mas! hehe...
Update me where ever you are...Have a pleasant journey dear!
*Hugs & Kisses*

Worrying&MissingYou;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-24T23:32:00.006+08:00

Let me share with you on what happened to me today.

It was my 1st day back to wrk aft 4 off days and was on morning shift. As usual, traffic in the morning will either be Heavy or "So-So". Peak hours will never have clear roads.

Ppl, if you guys ever been to P.S by car or bike, u will exit Orchard Rd rite? Den u will meet 2 traffic lights before turning left to Orchard Rd.
The story begins here... I was at the 2nd traffic lights right after ERP gantry and it was on Red. It was 0750hrs at that time.No ERP and not much traffic flows. Few mins later, green arrow lighted up and of coz, i have the right of way to moved off and so the cars on the opposite side. Before moving off, i checked the traffic on my right and to ensure that all of them stopped.
Blind spot den moved off slowly.

When turned my bike at a turning angle(corner), i heard a very loud screehing sound behind me. I slowed down and saw SMRT taxi was jammed breaking his car. The friction btwn his tyres and the road gaves out sumkinda smoke. He is supposed to stop coz it's Red light for him. I was still slowing down at that time which i dont know why. Very Very Slow. Lucky traffic inf of me was clear. Within a split secs, i heard a very loud bang! not one but 4 bangs!

Turned and saw, the taxi tat was unable to break on time, hit a black car. Since traffic was green, those who have the right of way sped up, didnt get the view inf of them and hit the black car's ass, piled up to 3 vehicles! Pieces of glasses scattered in the air, people were screaming and cars were honk-ing. Lots of things happened in a glimpse. It was a very closed call. I was in a state of extreme trauma without noticing, tears rolled down my cheek. My hands were numb and i was unable to open throttle to accelerate. I ride slowly to wrk. Incident happened not far away from my wrkplce. I am totally grateful and thankful to Him for saving my life. If not ...... *touch wood*
Syukur alhamdulillah.
Rched wrk, get changed and started my shift. They said, my face was so white,pale.
I was unable to explain to them why. Trembled.

Gave mum a call to inform her that i've reached. Was my routine everyday.I controlled my voice not to let her hear my sobbed. I dun wanna make her worried.
Everything went as per normal till after i left wrk at 5pm.

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Fiance fetched me and went to Taka. Missed call on hp and it was Mum. I called back.

"Hello Ma call eh?"
"Ka, kat mane ni? Nanti balek bwk mtr baik baik eh nak.."
"Nape ma?" was feeling strange...
"Syafiq.. accident teruk. skg kat ICU tak tau hospital mane...badan, muke die semue teruk"
"La ilahaillallah!" i was like gamam.. "ok ok.. nanti iqah call hospitals and check"

Syafiq... is my cuzin same age as me.

Speechless.Shocked.And again tears...
At that very moment i felt like dumping my bike aside. Are all these are signs and warnings for me? Fiance managed to cool me down. We randomly called CGH to check if he was admitted there. With no I/C no., no DOB, they managed to find just by entering his nicknames. Thank God! We rushed there.Crowded.Slow due to temp. taking and only 2 at a time are allowed.

As per my aunt, Syafiq hit a van who was making an ILLEGAL U-TURN. He flew of his bike and landed on his face. Lucky his frens was at the scene. The van driver came out and he was SMILING doing nothing!! Syafiq was lying motionlessly on his fren's lap. Blood was all over his shirt. At the A&E ward, he was shouting and screaming in pain. His face was covered with blood. Doctor said, all the bones in his face are all broken into pieces. This includes, his nose, cheekbones, his teeth totally gone, his lips and eyes swells badly! He also fractured his left hand. Nothing can be done cause his face swells so bad.They have to wait.Need to conduct more X-rays.

The minute i stepped into the ICU ward, i saw his body lying motionlessly, hopelessly on the bed with wires and all sorts of equipment to help him, I broke down again. This time, i sobbed like a lil girl. I just cant bear to see him in that condition. His face, doesnt look like him anymore. Without touching it i knew it's soft cause it has no bones anymore.Swells almost twice his normal sized face. Thank God nothing affects his brains. I am praying hard here, hoping that he will recover soon and able to acknowledge ppl around him.

I learnt a lot today from all this incidents. I tend to appreciate those who loves me. Esp, families,Fiance and friends. I will salam/kiss my mum everytime before i go to wrk coz i dun noe if i can see her again. I will tell Fiance how much i love him and how important he is to me.
And the most important thing is, i won't forget Allah. I wun forget to say prayers to Him asking for a safe journey everywhere i go. I believed that the incident that happened to me was "shield" by Him. If not, i dun tink i am sharing this blog now.

So, dearest blogger, a sincere reminder here. Be it drivers, riders or even pedestrians. When the green light is in your favour, dun just proceed blindly, pls ensure that traffic on right and left stopped before you move off. You won't know if there's some inconsiderate drivers out there who will just dash out and beat the red light. The days are not always bright for you. You will never know that what's gonna happens next. I always have the habit of dashing thru the moment the light turns green and habit of speeding even on normal roads. I am very impatience when comes to riding. Always wants quick and fast. I didnt realise that all these habits is endangering my life. God has sent me lessons to learn. I promise i will ride safely.

stillTraumatize;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-20T01:51:00.003+08:00

Finally....

4 off days after 7days of owl's life!

Somehow, i just felt that my life is like oh-so-boring when i had to work for lots of night shifts. I wonder how those permanent night shift ppl worked. Life is like so dull with no days and only nights.

Back to the plans for my off days...

It's Father's Day this weekend and i'm feeling so-the-guilty for not organizing anything for Dad like how i did how Mother's Day. But how? My pocket is torn. Futhermore, everything came in as one this month, i can say it's every year!

* Parents anniversary *
* Father's Day *
* Dad's Birthday *
*Mum's Birthday *
*Cuzin Cheezy's Birthday *

Waduh! Banyak sekali!
So Fiance and me planned to make 1 celebrations for that 4 special days for Mum n Dad and Cheezy will be by me only.
Since Dad is working this Sunday, the celebration will be some other weekends.

Oh ya! I've planned for a Batam trip with family next mth! YES! Finally Dad agreed without much questions. Yelar, kan dpt duit GARMEN! so kiter shopping lah.. hehe...
So, 1 wishlist down! eh not yet! wait till i reached there den consider down ok! haha...

oopss! off track!

Saturday - will be jemputan day and wash-bike day.
Motor ku so the COMOT! sampaikan semut api mengurung!

Sunday - might be family day i guess
or
maybe JB with Fiance to buy my essential products!
But still debating with Fiance as he insisted of riding to JB instead of Public. But i'm scared!!!

Monday - meet up with GURLFRENS after so so long! I think by now, Dee's stomach looks like a balloon. Missed that mum-to-be babe! To Darlink Lina, if you read this, i think you should knw Fadillah(Dee) kan kan kan...*Small world*

Tuesday - hmmm....No plans yet! might be a good girl for that day.. heee....

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Anyways, i am so the very the egg-cited! Cause we're starting to plan for our Biggy day!

Will meet up with the "Entertainer group" and pay the deposit, soon.

Booked the decor & dais thru Internet. Decided my theme already hor! so the kiasu!

Up next will be Mak Andam and Caterer. Maybe will wait for the next
Pameran Pengantin at Expo.

Gotta save more! Gosh! So hard for me! I saved and i spent! grrrr....

Sampai ketemu!
Chausinchi!

i'mSleepynow;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-11T16:18:00.005+08:00

Read my online buddy's blog and recommended this link if we wanna know wat type of hairstyle suits us. It's fun! haha...

Can i have this hair?! I've been envying those people who has this hairstyle! You noe like the host in Jus, Rilla Melati... I superlove her hair! But i've got no guts to cut my hair...

Here is the outlook... so the kelakar!

I still can remember vividly. This was my hairstyle when i was in Primary 1 but of coz without the the styling. Just flat with long fringe covering my forehead sideways... Lawakan!

Oh ya.. i missed out something important! hee... He always wins when it comes to who wishes first on our anniversary! grrr... of coz it will be him again coz he had a reminder on his phone. So his phone will do the ring! play cheat!
Well honey, 3months to our 2 yrs darling! How fast the time flies!
Soon, gonna start planning for our biggy day which we dunno when to start.. hahahkz...
Love ya bunny!

lostmoodinspace;
sWeetiesins

2009-06-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

Oh ya! I almost forget!

I would like to .....

MyHotComments

....to Nadea(my online buddy) aka s-i-l of Darlink Veeya who will get engage tomorrow, 06/06/09

Welcome to the "Engaged" world! hehe...

Whatever it is, i hope that, u guys, will put in more patience, tolerence for each other.
Like what Veeya said, tunang ni byk DUGAAN which i totally agree.
It's either, emotionally, physically or financially affected.
So, be strong, supportive and motivate each other ya! *winkx*

Amin;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-05T21:30:00.004+08:00

Felicity! Blessed and heavenly overjoyed with what happened today!

F - Fast

A - Alert

N - Nimble

D - Dexterous

I - Intelligent

Why i said that??

Cause today, he obtained his CLASS 3 LICENSE!! For just ONE ATTEMPT!! Yes! 1attempt...

GOSH! How much did you bribed the tester baby?? haha...

People out there are struggling to pass their 1st TP but eventually they failed but you passed with only 8 demerit points... WOW! that's TERRIFIC!

psssttt! What did you talk to God uh?! hehe....

Oopss! Your Fiancee here is not Congratulating you but being granny all the way! hehe...

Jokings darling!

Nevertheless, I am 9823987123863454395060934 PROUD of you!
So so damn PROUD of you baby! I knew you can do it for the 1st attempt cause you have the BRAINS! and.... *whispering* you're lucky cause maybe, the tester 'had' a goooood one with his wife yesterday!! wakarkakrakarkarakr!!!!! That's why he made you passed!!!

Ok! i cant control nw! hehe...

MyHotComments

sodamnproudofyou;
sWeetieSins

2009-06-04T01:36:00.010+08:00

Rewiiindddd pleeeaseee....

31st May 09 - John Little Expo Sales with Mum,Dad,Sis and Fiance. Damn overloaded with humans! and of coz with lotsa SALES! grrrr...
The purpose of going there is to search for Fiance's shirt for this coming weekend weddings invitation BUT ended up with something else.
He came up to me, asking me to try on to this EVERLAST jacket. So i put it on. The result is, i dun wanna take it out!! It's white! It's cool babe!
It's almost the same as the Adidas Respect Me jacket that i was hunting for. Fiance loves it on me so, he grabbed it as gift for our coming anny. awww... sweet kan! *senyum tutop mate*
He bought 2... Black for Him.White for Her. Maceh baby!

Shopping stopped then dinner at Bedok Corner.Finally i get my BBQ stingray...*buuurrpp*

The rest headed home while Fiance & me went to Changi to take fresh air by the beach. He brought me to a place i've never been before. Nice place. Nice view. Nice air. It's like so call a kelong where people can fish at the surrouded area. It's like the kelong in the movie, "Duyung". But there's no Orix there! "Fuyoh! Fuyoh!"
While enjoying the breeze, Fiance snapped some pixies...Love all the pixies!

MyLove.MyLife.MyLaughter.

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1stJune09-Rushed hours for me to finish up all the gubahans for Abg Harris. Bike on to Wdlnds and reached there on time. Mum and bros were getting ready to go out. Tagged along with them. We went Sheng Shiong at Wdlnds chckpt.Poor Mum.Asthma attacked makes her tired and breathless.Reached their home 6plus evening.Papa nagged at me jokingly cause i left items all over and was halfway done! hehe... relax ar pa! Kanchiong spider!

Continued with my task and managed to finish 90% of it. With the help of Mum & Abg Harris. Not to forget with the NAG from another ex of his. so the sebok! She was there just to instruct people to do this and that. Hello! You're talking to the expert ok! hmph!*roll eyes*
But too bad,her instruction was neither needed nor required cause everyone was asking for my opinion/decision before they proceed. haha... malunyerrr!!!
I am so touched that i was treated "importantly" eventhough i am not part of the family anymore. oops! mum will get angry if she heard that phrase! hehe...
Eveything was done by 10pm.Packed,tidied up and had late dinner together.Was very late. They had waited for me so that they can have dinner together. Gosh! I'm so speechless. See, they really makes me feel like i'm part of them. After dinner, mum called me to her room. She handed over 3boxes of xcessories containing an anklet, a necklace with pink pendant & pearl earrings and necklace. "It's for you,syg."
I was like..."jaw dropped". It was a gift from her. What should i say now?? Appreciate it lots! Really do.

Bike on at 1130 and home by 0000.

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2ndJune09- I was left with that day to do a final touch up with he gubahans. Reached there at four. We had planned to go Geylang to buy necklace and keris for the 1st groom-Abg Yat. While waiting for the rest to get ready, i managed to make everything intact. Eventhough items are not up to standard, i am glad that i managed to get it all done within one and half days. Thank God!
But i am worried cause i cant be there on the day itself to keep an eye on all items and to make everything goes smoothly. So so worried. Truly sorry mum cause i have wedding to attend to in JB. Will still be attending their invitation indeed.

Mum and Bros hopped on a van while i ride to Geylang. Headed to TKC to look for the necklace and the keris thingy. Mum was looking for the outfit for the actual day.Gosh! It was last min shopping. Was looking for Papa's and Boy's outfit too. Too bad, shops closed damn early. Pitied mum. Penat penat dtg kedai tutop. We then had dinner at Teh Tarik. Mum's treat. We then headed home separately.

Here are the pixies of the gubahans;

Heels & Watch
Handbag
Perfumes,Makeups,Towels & Bedroom slippers
Qur'an & Rehal
Prayer matt & Veil
Kurung
Cheque frame, Mas Kahwin & Ring holder
All done!

ReliefButWorried;
sWeetieSins

2009-05-29T11:34:00.004+08:00

Finally... i managed to open my mouth and speak up about that issue in my previous blog.

Fiance is physically fine but i can guarantee, he is emotionally stress and half hearted.
Questions came in and out before the word "YES".

I'm relieved but guilty feeling is there still. Guilty of making him worried, stressed & confused.
I am truly sorry Fiance. I don't mean to bring you into this kind of situation.
Here i am begging for your TRUST dear. I just wanna help out.

Thank you so much for believing in me.

Thank you so much for your kind understanding.

I promise that i will take good care of your feeling.No Hurts!

On a higher note, with my help to god-mum, at least someone knows that i have the passion for doing the "gubahan" and maybe one day, strangers will call me up and there i start a small business. And that is my dream baby! Insya'allah!

fullOfpassion;
sWeetieSins

2009-05-26T22:08:00.004+08:00

Should i tell the truth or should i keep it tight , throw it away and forget about it??

What if Fiance found out the truth? Will be have the trust on me again? And what if i tell him the truth, will he allow me?

.: The 'ex' siblings are getting married this coming June. My parents, me and Fiance are invited. His mum or shall i say my god-mum is asking a favour from me if i can help her with the 'gubahan'. Gosh...I'm caught in the middle. What should i say to her?

I super-love to do the 'gubahan' thingy. I have the passion for that. I would really love to help her with it. But of course, all this is not because, she is my ex mum. Never in my mind i thought of him. Mum really need help for that. She has no daughter that she can depend on. And now, she need to rely on me whom she treated like her daughter. She had bought all the stuffs and still awaiting for my reply. Not only mum.. Abang(the groom) is also waiting for my answer. Ya'Allah... macam mane nie?

Will Fiance allow me to help Mum? I am very sure he is reluctant to do so. Furthermore, it has got to do with "the case of the ex".

Still have not discuss this issue with him yet. How and where should i start? The wedding is just a week away. Ya'Allah, kau bukakanlah pintu hati nya....

Ma, i will try my very best to assist you with that.

InDilemma;
sWeetieSins

2009-05-12T00:47:00.004+08:00

Mother's Day

Strictly for Ismail's family... Since it falls on Sunday, lovely siblings had planned for a movie. It has been awhile since the last time we gathered. It's hard for us to be together, everytime. If one can make it the other cannot. haiz... I've always want/tried to keep the bond alive between us and finally on Mother's Day, without begging and forcing, all of us make it to the movie. I know it's lame to go for a movie on mother's day but, it's the thoughts and effort that counts. I'm happy and glad that lovely siblings had spared their time for that day.Thank you lovelies. Appreciate it so much.

I was on morning shift but that doesn't hold me back.Requested for time off. Met them at Downtown East.Shucks! Was 10 mins late for the movie.Guess what movie??
JANGAN TEGUR!!

Mum & Dad was sitting together infront of us so that they can't do the hanky-panky thingy! muahaha!!*joking*
3 of us sat together.

Overall story=6/10
Sound effect=8/10
"Terkejot" effect= *thankx eh!* 10/10

Tell you, a heart attack patient can die because of it! I was cursing and swearing when it comes to the suspense.grrrr..... I was like confused don't know which one to shut. If i shut my eyes, i'm not able to see what happens. If ears, i might missed the best sound effect. Better to cover my mouth! If not, people will throw popcorn on me.haha...

Well,movie was like ok lah. After movie, headed to D'marquee. There was a warehouse sales going on. Mum bought dad 2 shirts. haha... It should be the other way round! What lah my dad! At least i rejected when mum wanted to buy me a polo-t although i was like "mmm.. lawanyer!"

Then, headed to Jalan Kayu for a Dinner or i can say Supper lah. Mad Jack was crowded and had to wait 45mins.Gosh! 10steps forward, we ended up at Cafeela. Since Sis paid for movie earlier, so i paid for supper. But BRO! u owe us ok! Owe $$$ pay $$$!

We had equally heavy supper.While supper-ing, i was kinda touched to see all of us together. With the lame jokes from my Bro, an irritating cum cute behaviour from my Dad,the joy/laughter from Mum,care n concern from Sis, really opens up my mind that, wow! i am so grateful to have a happy and complete family with a well up-bringing background. Now did i realized that how important a family gathering is. Hoping for more gathering from now to make a strong ties.

On the way back home, Dad drove to the flats that i wanted to show them that was one of the selected house on sales. This coming Wednesday is the balloting period. I will need to select a house by then. Still thinking, should i proceed or wait till October(next sales)? If i choose to proceed, i will select the flat that i showed Dad cause it's BIG and has a nice layout. But if i proceed, i have to get married soon in order to produce the marriage cert cause the flat is ready.
NO! I don't wanna "nikah gantung"! People will like, "eh kenape nikah je? tak sanding? jgn2 shot gun tak!"
you know all this mulot tempayan.Won't stop bitching around. hmph!

But if i postponed it, i bet, there won't be this kind of flats in the next sales.I will miss it right.haiz...Confused. Nvm, will wait till Wednesday and will see how and what is Fiance's flows of plans.

Well....I had a great day with my love ones.Treasured the time spent

I love my Mum.I love my Dad.

I love my Siblings

I love my family

and oh! I love my Meorie! "meow" :)

goodnight everyone;
sWeetiesins

2009-05-11T00:44:00.007+08:00

Happy to say that there is no sad in us for 608days since
11th September 2007...
Will always pray and hope to enter the next stage of the relationship...

Promised to stay true to each other.

Promised to be a faithful partner.

Promised to go through everything together.

Promised will make it to where we dreamt of.

And promised that you'll gonna be the last.

Thank you so much for the patience & support when times were bad.

Thank you so much your unconditional love you showered me with, without neglecting it even a tiny dot.

I APPRECIATE,I TREASURE,I CHERISH you boy....

Once again, Happy 1year 8months Anniversary!

DangeroulsyInLoveWithYouFandi...
YourFiancee;
sWeetiesins

2009-05-10T13:19:00.001+08:00

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father...

Mother's love cannot be replaced...

Always RESPECT.APPRECIATE.LOVE.CONCERN
for them cause you'll never know when....

iloveyoumama...
yourdaughter;
sWeetieSins

2009-05-03T02:08:00.006+08:00

*Time check* It's 2.10 early morning now.
*surround check* hmm... It's raining cats and dogs.I hardly sees the traffic lights which is just 50meters away from my desk.Strong wind makes the tress sway left & right.
Ouch! I heard the thunder roar.
How nice if i could be under my duvet with the a/c on and someone hugging me from the back! awww....
WAKE UP! I'm at work now! back on night shift for another 3more days.Since it's weekend, there's nothing much to do. Done my audit.Done my print-outs.Done my......GOSH! It's not done yet! my monthly market list and charges... Nah!!
I'm taking a chill pill now. Ain't got the mood to do my stuffs today. Am feeling exhausted.Bodies are aching everywhere which i don't know why.I've not been active for the pass few days.last activity was the TreeTopWalk with baby and that was last Weds...maybe,lack of sleep.
My eyes, back to square one.PANDA EYES.

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It has been a week since my pay day and i'm left with nothing now! Gosh! How am i gonna survive till the next pay?
Never been this tight before.Never dump my shopping before.Never go Zero in my ATM before.
STRESS.STRESS.STRESS.

i NEED $$$.$$$.$$$.

Should i start that tiny-miny business i had in my mind to earn extra cash?? Since baby will never let me out to do some part time job, why not? But, how far can i go? Or should i continue begging him with that pathetic face so that he'll let me work.haha...dream on girl.
I bet his answer will be, "Let me do that part time job and i'll hand all the cash to you."

I know he wants to be as much responsible as possible.I know he wants he himself to carry that burden for me.I know he wants the very best for me.I know he wants me to know that he LOVES me.I knew that baby.Thank you so much for showing that you care but too bad
the answer is NO! Absolutely NO! It isn't fair for you. You're not my slave baby. You're my FIANCE.
I wanna be independent.I will find a way to earn extra cash.The LEGAL way ok! I don't wanna depend on you always. OR else i'll be spoilt! Our marriage life will face difficulties if you pamper me too much.
UNDERSTAND LOVE!
*cayang kamu*

Ok! Time for a Dilmah Tea... and WORK?? maybe.. haha... or SLEEP!!

ps:baby just phoned me.he's coughing! down with sore-throat :(
Gotta meet him after work...

$$$$$$$$$$$minded;
sWeetieSins

2009-04-24T02:12:00.004+08:00

Our very first outdoor photoshoot was superb!
Thank u Fifi & Wiwik for the trust in us to be your model for the very first project of yours!
I'm in so LOVE with all the shots taken by them... Snapshots was perfect too! Not to forget the other 2 'bodyguards' for their ideas and thoughts. Thanx.

It was crowded at the venue. Was kinda embarrassed when we started the shots but that feelings disappeared and turned to excitement. More and more ideas came in. Got myself wet but who cares!
I simply don't care what people wanna say.. Crazy? Mad? They can spit whateva they want but overall i enjoyed & am satisfied with what was contributed to Pididipi Production!

Do feel free to browse thru our album... just click below;

Fandi & Fiqah First Outdoor Photoshoot

In lalaland;
sWeetieSins

2009-04-18T03:12:00.006+08:00

Sis n me was bored to death on last Sunday. An impromptu idea pop up from our brain... PRAWNING!!!

Never done that before but sis was in love with it. So, i gave it a try... Head to Marina Country Club.

I've always thought that prawning was a dull thing to do... Just throw that thin rod, sit down n wait for the prawn to eat your bait...
It proved me wrong when we caught 31 BIGGY FATTY prawn that day... Initially we paid for 1hr. But since my sis is a regular customer there, that guy in-charge was so kind to give us ..."leave anytime you like" muahaha....
Maha Raja Lela lah aku.... :D We were there for about 3hrs.

When i got the momentum of it... i became very excited.. Geram! feel like jumping into the pond and grab the whole lot of it! haha.. tapi pengecut! The claw is very sharp tau!

Overall... i enjoyed it very much cause someone paid for me!! hahaha... *joking dut!*

Will come back again. This time, with Darling...

"hai...manelah kau udang"
"hah! padan muke kau!"
"BlackPepperPrawn time!"

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Oh ya! Today is our outdoor photo-shooting trial... So honored to be the 'model' for TwinnesProduction... This is just a 'test water' not a real one anyway... Nevertheless, I will always support that bestfriends of mine to get themselves involved in photographing. They have the potential and i am so proud of them.

Will be going to a few of my memorable places i had with baby... aww... sweet rite!

So excited... So nervous...
sWeetieSins

2009-04-12T13:13:00.002+08:00

Boredom strikes over the weekend.Was on morning shift since Friday after my 2 off days. The plan for my 2nd off day was going to the Tree Top Walk but last min changed to Squiding @ Punggol but however, the plan didnt go as it is.Halfway squiding, we were invited by a heavy downpour.Packed and sheltered at bus stop hoping tat it will stop soon but it didnt.Raincoat on, baby on his bike n me on mine.Where we go?? Home! haha...

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Friday, Saturday, Sunday... home was soundless without her presence.Mum was out of town.Doing her shopping in KL with my 2 aunts.The previous trip to KL has positively opened up her mind tat travelling was fun indeed.Now she's a shopping FREAK! :) Like mother like daughter.

Well... her absence really makes a drastic difference at home.Atmosphere was not cheerful though. Now then i realized that a family is not complete without a presence of a Mother.So people, please cherish,treasure and appreciate every pieces of a Mother's sacrifice. A Mother can never be replaced. Although she is away for just 3days, my soul, my eyes just couldnt bear the feeling of she, going away far from me. I knew, i knew that one fine day, God will have to take her away from me. But..... *sigh* hmm... Let's put my gloomy feelings away. Mum will be back today evening.Yippeee!!! I've got to make sure that home is 100% tip top condition cause she's a wind-headed(kepale angin) at times.. haha :) Just cant wait for her to be home. Oleh-oleh must have one hor.... Miss you Mama!

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Tomorrow, baby n me, will be going to HDB Hub. The Quarterly sales for 4room flats or bigger, will be launched tomorrow. Gotta hurry for Q no. Hopefully there's more option for us to select esp Sengkang area :))) Praying hard.

Ok! till the next entry ya! Cabot!!!!

melancholyexcitedanxious;
sWeetieSins

2009-04-08T03:25:00.002+08:00

Fuh! Finally, it's my off days aft nites of owl's life. Tired of staying awake at nite.Bored of sleeping during the day that i have to miss all the excitements. Yeah.. no one disturbs u during nite shift but it's just tat i'm worried abt my health and my looks! My face looks tired, with dark circles and eyebags. grrrr...Body system goes haywire now. Nite goes days. N days goes nite. hhmmm...*sigh* no worries. Will catch up soon.

Anyway, thanx baby for accompanying me during my nites. It worth waiting rite darling.. hehe.. baby gets to relax himself on OSIM U-PILOT massage chair! falls asleep n woke up freshed!
So tat he can ride home without falling asleep on road...

Ok... till nw, no plans yet for my off days. 1st off, usually meant for family.will help mum to baby sit tat lil boy next door. Late aftn, will head to Aunt's crib. Missing lil Hasbi so much! Heard tat he's getting more chubby with his pau-like cheek! u wait ok!!! ((:

2nd off.. it's for my one n only larr.. plan still not confirmed yet. Tot of doing something sporty. Tree Top Walk rite baby?? pleeeaseee....

update u soon!

TiredLikeHell;
sWeetieSins

2009-04-04T07:52:00.005+08:00

Dearest... I am truly sorry for wat i've done to u. Being rude and harsh towards u, was totally unbearable if i were in your shoes. Pls forgive me baby. Gosh... i cant believe that i'm behaving like last time. I just dun wan the old me to haunt my life. I hate the old me who always gets angry over small things. I noe i shudnt haf been to emotional. I'm not stopping you from going for tat trip with your frens. But riding a bike to Malacca on a 1day trip, really puts my feeling of anxiety to a MAXIMUM. coz y?

It's becoz I LOVE YOU!

I just dun wan anything to happen to you.The day is not always bright for anyone.Always expect the unexpected. But i just cant imagine myself, my life w/o you baby. I noe, i shud haf at least appreciate ur msgs, updating me whenever u were at any stops.Thanx boo.

Honey... my heart sank d moment i saw those souvenirs u've bought for me and mum. I just cant stop my tears from rolling down my cheek. If i cud turn the clock anti-clockwise, i wud hug u tightly the moment i saw u standing at the door of my wrkplce. U wanted to surprise me but i ended up showing tat face off to u. I'm so BAD! Baby pls punish me...Please... I regret treating you lyk tat. Ur patience is bearly undescribeable despite me being rude. My attitude SUX! this is my weakness... My patience is not there.

Total regretness... Pls accept my sincere apology sweetheart. :'(
Once again...thank you so much for the gift. I love it!

profusedly apologised;
sWeetieSins

2009-04-03T03:08:00.009+08:00

April Fool turns to be an April Surprise for him. Remember my last posting about his new bike, i ended up saying that i have surprise for him too. And the surprise came on 1st April 09...

The expression on his face was blanked the moment he saw that surprise. Initially, he did not know anything about that helmet that i specially bought for him. It was actually a present for him for passing his class 2. Asked a favour from Mahdie to specially design that helmet for him. The outcome was FANTASTIC! Thanx so much Mahdie! You've done a great job! anyway, frens... after browsing thru my pictures, i'm sure u will go "wahhh..." hehe... so, feel free to browse thru his website - www.mantoyz.sg or mantoyz.multiply.com
Their designs are FANTASTIC, TERRIFIC dan yg sewaktu dgnnyer... not sure of anything, just comment me ok... i can liase with him... :)

Overall... I'm so glad that baby love the helmet to death! not only him, me too! Mahdie, just wait for my next helmet ok! or maybe, my Spark! hehe....Thanx again Mantoyz!

sayang-sayang selalu;
sWeetieSins

2009-03-29T21:46:00.008+08:00

Now it will be mine all the time.Need to get used to it soon.Baby had been with me all the time when i ride.Followed me from behind just to make sure i ride safely.Thanx sweetheart.

It's time to learn how to wash it. haha... Head to my crib.Changed to t-shirt and shorts.Pail and sponge.Head to MSC washing bay.Well...it's my first time cuci motor. So, abit selenger lah.. haha... so scared to wet the bike.takot engine motor rosak! wakarkarkar!!! Baby taught me patiencely.maceh buchuk! hee... Best! dpt main air.. Now i noe how to cuci motor.it's just that i dun haf the equipment and detergents.Yg penting, glove mesti mau ada! coz of my sensitive hand!

wet & wild,
sWeetieSins

2009-03-19T03:15:00.021+08:00

KL was Fun Fun FUN! It was baby 1st holiday with my family... hehe... Glad that he can tagged along with all the nuisance esp my very irritating bro. grr.....

3Days2Nights itinerary goes like this...

Departed from Goldenmile twr at 7.30am and reached Puduraya at 3pm. Road was congested and tats why it took us 8hrs to get there when its supposed to be 4-5hrs journey.
Took a taxi to Sri Tiara Serviced Apartment at Jln Tmn Seputeh.
WOW! apt was SUPERB! BIG! SPACIOUS! Full Equip.Cheap cheap lagik.. biase lah, dpt staff rate cause that apt belongs to Far East. hehe...
Unpacked, get changed and proceed to KLCC. I became their tourist guide for the trip cause i am familiar with the streets and transportation esp their trains & monorails. kalau org tak tau, boleh sesat. It's not like Spore where you juz nid to transfer to another train.For theirs, we nid to EXIT out meaning to say tat, tap "ezlink" and walk a distance in order to get to another line.. grr... mrepekz rite.. nasib baik RM2.00 for each ride. hmph!

KLCC or KL Paragon(tat's wat i call it) - Purpose of going there is not for shopping but to CEKIK! hehe... A&W!!!! AWESOME! finally, i get to eat the coney dog and drink the root bear float after so long! but too bad... we cant afford to stuff the Waffle Ice Cream into our stomach cause we ate so much of curly fries and coney dogs! hais... it's ok, there's always another time. kan b!

Lepas menyekik, it's photo taking time.. hehe... just for a while cause it was drizzling tat time. Tat was the 2nd time i went there. the 1st was last year wen i went with darl,just the 2 of us. :) aww.. sweet kan... Photos were taken at the same spot where i took last year... tertonggeng-tonggeng aku nak dptkan nice shot for them.

Aft tat, we took a train to Pasar Seni. Wanted to show mum the Central Market. The place i loved so much.

Full of antiques n very unique. They sells batiks & all others handmade crafts. Bro and sis bought Catapult which i dunno why they bought tat out of all other items.nak shoot aku lah nie! Batiks makes crazy but too bad... it's damn ex! jalan-jalan, ternmpk tis unique and cute bike or i shall say a scooter? and there goes my bro..with his nonsence!
(sutun belo)

Enuf of nonsense...then proceed to Petaling St!! yoohoo! my shopping paradize! Mum, bro and sis, dah naik giler. Baru jek step at the entrance when they saw LV bags,Gucci,AnnaSui hanging here and there.. haha..Bro plak, cant wait no more. Polo Ts, watches, perfumes for him.. Since, it's there 1st time there, baby & i helped them to bargain. But mum, standard ar,dah biase tawar menawar nie semue.No hal punyer babe! hehe...

Shopped till we dropped! Tickingtock strike 12am.. gosh! tak prasan tau! Mak aku tu pun, shopping nyer psl, kaki tak rase sakit pun, kpale tak rase migrane plak. *hyakdush* It's time to stop! We then walked to the near by warong.Tat's my fav one tat sells KERANG BAKAR!!! tak pnah dgr kan kan kan! must try tau! It's YUMMYLICIOUS! the warong is juz beside Ancasa Hotel. We stayed tat hotel last time. Take away, and taxi home. Fuh! mcm org kaya! haha...
Home sweet home! temp. home jek! :D
Muler lah, we susun all our shopping stuffs.
(the 1st half)

Rise and shine for the 2nd day! Baby and bro tido terkangkang bwh comforter! buroks! It's SUNWAY LAGOON DAY!
I woke up, cuci muke, gosok gigi, run down to swimming pool. wahh!! ade Sauna & Jacuzzi lah.Best kan! hmmm.. stomach main music plak*hungry*. Cepat2 siap and head to Sunway Pyramid.
There, we ate SUBWAY! yes ar! Finally, it's halal and mum can eat it. Everyone bought Footlong as in 12inch sandwich! GEJOLOH bin GELOJOH! munch! munch!
Sunway pyramid - lots of changes. Makin Big seh the shopping mall. Aft makaning, we head to the theme park. Sux lah.. so much of rules and regulations. grr...
Get changed.Mum sat at sheltered area while 4 of us went to the Amusement park. No pixies taken as cameras was locked in the locker. Takot basah n hilang plak. We dare sis to take to roller coaster ride! haha... she so kentals! Penakot! but seriously, at one look u see it's noting but wen u sit on it, then u will scream the hell out of it! haha.... Her face was so pale! It was so RIANG till i accidentally bite her. Bro and baby, jgn ckp lah, mcm berok lepas kandang! the ride was like nothing to them! Had enuf of rides, we then went to the water park. Spent 3hrs there and off. I think, the rides are not as thrilling as Fantasy Island, the one Spore used to have in Sentosa. Just cant wait for IR to complete... mesti best!
(menantu&mertua) :)
Too tired to walk, with all the wet clothings. We forced ourselves to shop. Went Petaling AGAIN!!! hehe... tis time, mum needs to buy wateva she aimed the nite before.Everyone, went their own way. wahhh!! Mentang2 dah familiar, aku ditinggalkan. Baby pun hilang! kwang asam kau! Semue dah stress. Money almost finishing! Kalau tak , tak ingat nak balek!
Head home.
zZzZzzzZZZzzz.....

Bonjour!!! 3rd day - check out day! :(
Get all the stuffs in luggages. Too much of shopping uh! padan ngn muke kiter! Big bag of shopping stuffs!
Checked out at 1pm. Since our bus leaves KL at 6pm, we still have 5hrs to go. I brought mum to Masjid India. The place that she has been waiting for. We shopped, sis n bro waited at mamak shop menyekik! hehe... there, they sells, tudung, fabrics, baju batik etc. Itu yg die suke tu! And guess wat? she bought 5 pasang kain untuk raye! Kiasu seh..
i bought tudung for m-i-l & s-i-l. hope they like it. This time mum shopped till i say stopped! Coz i almost dropped! baby tailed us and i can see tat he cant take it anymore. Baru die tau mcm mane mak mertua die shop. worst than her daughter. haha... Took a rest at the nearby mamak shop and had a glass of teh tarik! fuh! power mak!
Walked thru the Masjid India bazaar and saw MAC & BOBBI BROWN. It's all rejected items. It's damn cheap! Just imagine MAC MASCARA for RM10.BOBBI BROWN EYESHADOW for RM15!!! it's just a slight damaged and they rejected it! aku ape lagik, borong lar.. haha... I dun care if it's not original. anyway, it is ori but a rejected ori. beli jgn tak beli dik!
Rushed! rushed! rushed! it's almost 5.30pm. We took a train to Plaza Rakyat to get to Puduraya. Boarded our coach at 6pm and arrived home and 2am...
Nice journey home with Executive coach... FANTASTIC!

HomeSweetHome;
sWeetieSins

2009-03-14T03:16:00.003+08:00

Kuala Lumpur!!!
Here i come!

Will be away for 4days...

Trip to KL with loved ones...

Mama, Dut(sis), Ijam(Bro)

&

Babyku Pandi!! ;)

yeeeehaaaa.......

Till the next entry yaw!

Toodles :D

KL Menjerit!!!!
sWeetieSins

2009-03-12T21:30:00.006+08:00

*Peace be upon you* ;)

This few days has been a hectic days for me with BOSS around in the office! grrr... 7days straight of 'B' shift.starts from 1pm till 10.45pm.normal routine.always late.hehe.. reached at 1pm sharped! parked my bike senget-menyeget.rushed to locker and get changed.biaselah aku.takes 15mins just to bun up my unmanageable yet irritating hair.touch up and done. The moment i stepped into the office.."Fiqah!!!!" suara die jugak yg aku dgr dulu.siape lagik kalau bukan "LadyBoss".hairan lah.why izit a compulsory for her to shout uh?grrr... binget! fyi-tat is a must thing for my manager.die kalau tak pekik dari dlm office sampai ke frontdesk, tak SAH! "Fiqah..aku nak kau check knape guest nie tak byr? why no follow up? wat is marketing doing? go n send them emails!" grrrr... die pikir aku nie Tai Long kape? Relax..chill Fiq.I just concentrate on my task.and Done!Baru happy muke die. haiz...

Lady Boss and a Man Boss, which one?? Used to have Man Boss but he is too "Bo chap".He simply dun care about the staff.Always out of office for a meeting.Padahal,gi dating!He is good in a way that he is not demanding and not naggy unlike Lady Boss.My current Boss now is so so naggy.You can't even say NO to her cause the more NO you give her, the more difficult our life is.haha...nasib ku mcm kentang.Really pity my team.We've gone thru lots of difficulties.From shortage of staff to long working hours to a 1 off day per week when we're supposed to have 2 off days a week and the very recent one..no claiming off overtime.will have to subtitute to time off claim.well... what to do, it's a downturn.it is good enough that Far East Organization did not cut our pay or even worst, retrenchment.*sigh*Thank God.It's just all these drastic changes that requires lots of patience and time for us to overcome.

Tapi, sejahat-jahat and sebising-bising tat Lady Boss pun, ade baik nyer.. She nominated me as the Employee of the Month for October. Alesssmak! tak leh angkat siol! Miracle. See! the person i dislike so much, nominated me. hahaha....it was an unbelievable seh. As a result of her comment to HR about me, $300 was credited to my salary... Anyway, thanks to her.*roll eyes* ishk! jahat nyer aku... ;D What i've learned is... Don't judge a book by it's cover... hehe... *winkx* so Fiqah, must be good girl at work ok! Dun argue with Boss! haha....

*to view, save image and zoom in*

Senyum senyum selalu!
sWeetiesins

2009-03-08T21:23:00.008+08:00

Finally... the waiting time is over. Baby got his new "baby" yesterday. He was so damn overjoyed cum excited cum nervous... haha... His new Fazer6 was out from shop late evening. It was my off day and we had no plan. Can't think of where to go. Received a call from ASP saying tat he can come down to Toh Guan anytime to take his bike. Wow! Tat's freaking fast! They actually promised us next week or another. hmm... good service!

That was at 6.35pm.No delay.Rushed to Toh Guan.grrrr... traffic jam due to accident.Baby ride like it's the end of the world.Like there's no tomorrow to get his bike out. haha... i understand dear. Excited lah katekan... Reached there 7pm sharp! fuh! lucky there were a few customers still hanging around.And there i was figuring out...which is his bike? hah!! tu die! and he said... "bluek! bukan!" grrr.... dah sampai kedai pun maseh nak surprise kan aku! takpe tak pasal! i loike surprises!!! From far, i saw this black scary bike with no plate no. on it. SOmeone is cleaning,adjusting,polishing it... In d middle of the shop entrance plak tu.. hmph! cannot be.Tat bike is scary seh! the technician fixed the plate no. on it... FBD xxxx L...wah... nice no. seh. mcm same ngn motor spark aku... "B, see MY plate no." wat? MY plate no.? oh! tat's the one! Gosh! Tat scary bike is his! I juz cant imagine him riding on it... Besarnyerrr!!! Waste no time, he paid $3k for the downpayment, free helmet, free raincoat(for me),free bike cover(for me &him) and out! he pushed tat bike. Testing! Testing! ceh! tak sabar nmpk! haiz...

Now, the spark we owned is now full time belongs to me. I must get use to it soon! Get used to all those freaking,inconsiderate road users! grrr.... i hate them! slalu tak kasi chance kat "P" plate tau! no matter what, doa mesti mau lebih. I prayed everyday hoping that me and baby slalu di lindunginya. amin.

Anyway darling, bukan u je tau ade surprise for me. i pun ade arh! bluek! maybe next week ok darl! Happy waiting! hehe...

Proud of you,
sWeetiesins

2009-03-05T03:57:00.001+08:00

I just dunno when and how shud i start this blogging thingy.Planned to do so but when boredom strike, there it goes..."arh! malas lah aku!" hehe... that's what i called smangat "mi maggi" yg masak 2minit je :D 

Time constraint is the very first matter.load with tons of work.shift duties.no contacts *except darling Veeya* and last but not least, laziness and the smangat 2minit thingy and.. oh ya! not too fimilliar with blogspot. hmmm...no worries.. will update whenever i'm free ya. Not a eveyday routine but will try my very best. Till we meet again in my next post! Dunno when is that gonna be... hmmm*thinking* :D

faith;
sWeetieSins

elements of my life

Who should I give my love to?My respect and my honor toWho should I pay good mind to?After AllahAnd RasulullahComes your motherWho next? Your motherAnd then your father...

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father...